If you're having a bad day...... Idk. I thought I'd have something positive to say as I was writing this, but mind is drawing a blank. Uhm... Let's survive until tomorrow and hope tomorrow is better?
Thank you everyone..You never know if people care about you until something tough happens. So thanks to everyone who gave support..t u
Home after spending a few hours cheering mom upThat woman is exhausting on a good day. Atleast she sent me and my sisters money, so I could afford alcohol tonight. I had plans of quitting drinking, but tonight's not that night. Even downloaded an app to help me stay sober, but I'll reset it I... (...)
Got a call from the nurse at my heart doctor's officeShe said sorry to bother you but we think the monitor we sent home with you wasn't working properly. The way reads it looks like you didn't sleep for 2 days No that's about right I told her. I then explained to her that we had a family emergency... (...)
He wants to see me twice a weekSo after my therapy appointment he told me he'd like me to start coming twice a week for a while. He is very worried that I might spiral out of control like I did last year with all the stress that's going on right now. He also increased my anxiety... (...)
Stalker has blocked me If anything occurs please anyone let me know for safety. This woman has been doing it ten years. It's unbelievable This got me blocked, I'm just proud of myself for not doing worse
What movie, if any, most closely resembles your life?Feel free to combine a few too if you need to. For me, it's definitely Black Swan with a dose of Whiplash, except replacing drumming with ballet. Two movies that are very painfully accurate in their respective experiences.
Not able to sleepSo with everything that happened with my buddy Joel was up for about 36 hours. Last night after we got the boys in bed we sat down for a few minutes. I'm really surprised he lasted as long as he did. I have never been so tired in my life. How do... (...)
I wonder how Godzilla takes a load off........After a hard days work smashing buildings and crushing humans ... My guess is he watches documentaries on humans building large towers, and giggles to himself , knowing that one day down the road he will be smashing them.
Deep thinking can be achieved when runningI disagree with the Zen masters here. They argue you that you cannot engage in profound thought when moving. OK, it’s not the time for Zazen. But you can meditate on The Lords Prayer. Hallowed by thy name: contemplate on Gods goodness perhaps. W... (...)
I shop compulsively so...I'm trying to do a no buy for two months. I am only allowed to buy essentials. No clothes, no art and craft supplies and no books in particular. This is to try and develop more mindful shopping habits. At the end of the no buy two months I'm going to... (...)
Talking to the kidsSo I spoke with the kids counselor about how I should tell them what my buddy did the other day the counselor basically suggested that I aged it down for them and speak to the boys together and talk to Sissy by yourself. My tiny tornado took it... (...)
Our tiny tornadoThis child of mine Yesterday our oldest boy got his AFO'S and he's not a fan of them. Despite being exhausted and drained we still had to come home and be parents to our kiddos. So Joel put the AFO'S on our oldest boy after we got home from our... (...)
I'm lonely but not ready to dateSince the man I loved passed away I just haven't felt like dating anyone else and its been over a year now. I miss intimacy, but I still love him so dating feels somehow wrong. I also don't feel like I could ever love someone like I loved him. So it... (...)
Im curious 🤨 I’m wondering if it’s actually possible to find something serious on this site. I’m looking for genuine connections, not just casual or silly conversations, and I’d like to know if there are ways to make my profile more visible to people with the sam... (...)
Heading back to the hospitalSo Star got home and I had to tell her what happened. At first she didn't believe then she started laughing. Next came the anger. She yelled and even hit me then the tears. Once she calmed down she decided she needed to pack a bag and take some... (...)
Last night was one of the worst nights of our livesI don't even know what to say right now. I'm numb, pissed off, sad and scared out of my mind. My buddy tried to take his own life last night. Like I've posted before, he's been struggling bad. He was staying with us, he had been drinking to... (...)
Guy's it's official I got a boyfriend nowLast night Josh came over he was going to take me to a restaurant. He got me flowers and I notice a small card. I read it and he put on the card would u want to be my girlfriend of course I said yes. So after we kissed he took me out and we went to... (...)
500 people arrested for holding signs against a genocide. Palestine Solidarity Actions has been designated as a terrorist organisation by our 'Labour' government. This means that anyone involved in it or supporting it (by holding a sign) is subject to prosecution under the Terrorism Act. PSA's crime was... (...)
Tomorrow is my birthday!!!I am celebrating in advance by doing ALL my dishes tonight!!! 🤣🤣🤣 Then tomorrow I am taking myself out to an actual RESTAURANT for lunch, and I might even buy myself a little tiny cake...or a couple of fancy cupcakes! PS...I am now officially as... (...)
Casual look for summer I usually don't wear shorts that much but it's actually been hot here lately. Also repping my fave band of all time 🤘