Feeling brokenI lost my Daddy today. I feel like the world should stop. I was blessed to have such a loving wonderful father but he leaves a really big hole.
Mission Impossible MovieI hope I'm as athletic as Tom Cruise when I'm 62. Oh wait, I'm 44 and can't ride a bike without feeling exhausted, and he does gymnastics on somersaulting Aeroplanes!
When kids were scared but didn't know why To those of you say 35 or younger this is nightmarish fear not understood until years later when you could comprehend what was happening. I was 8 years old and with the rest of the class hearing sirens and told to get under our desks. One of those... (...)
Love red wineAlthough I know there are some lovely whites I always find myself going to the red menu and especially Rioja or a Médoc.
It seems ...life will give.... ya' whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do ya know THIS is the experience you need? Because THIS ..is the experience you are having...right now. Right Now ...is life itself.

The Man Who Disappeared While StayingThere are mornings when I wake up surprised that I made it through another night. Like I’m wearing strength that doesn’t quite belong to me — borrowed skin pulled over my bones just enough to pass as whole. But I wear it anyway. Every morning. Every... (...)
Ever feel like you're slipping?I know damn well I went to sleep late last night because my youngest kitty went to sleep on my thighs and the dog was laying between my leg and chair arm right beside her. I sleep in Vickie's lift recliner. But I looked at the clock and it's... (...)
I WENT TO THE PSYCHIATRIST TODAY! 

Yeey... Idk why I'm so proud of myself !!

I've been postponing this for so long (cause I had a very bad experience with 3 previous ones it was awful and they either rushed me or didn't believe me) ... and finally, finally I took this step... (...)
Just wow LA got more damage planned?While I've been loosing it over what time I started the day Los Angeles is adding to it's menu to cook it's goose. They are going for a minimum wage of $38/hour in certain hotels and airports all while trying to figure out if they can actually... (...)
Had the craziest dream I was on a stage with trump.I was behind a board doing something technical which I wasn't qualified to do and I kept trying to tell people but they forced me. They forced everyone to come into an auditorium and watch him speak. I had a bookbag that nobody searched and I felt... (...)
What would your ideal home be like?A cottage, a villa? A bungalow, an apartment? Does it have a garden? If so what type? No garden? Then what ? Where is it? On a hill? In a forest? On the beach? Top of a skyscraper? Underground? Would it have a style? Country, chic, modern,... (...)
Have you ever considered Havin' some Weiding done?

We are separated by 3000 miles, but my sister and I are having a bracelet done today. To signify eternity in that time nor miles will divide our hearts.

My sweet neighbor.Prolly round...70..ish? Always waves....has given me legit cookies she made .." take the whole plate dear" ... I've adopted her. Garners my utmost respect. But ya know what?... between us? A bit long winded. Lady could talk a cat off a fish... (...)
I can hear Heavenly music right now....Every day I think to myself I am blessed, and it brings me the fragrance of Life...Every day I think to myself I am saved, and it also brings me the fragrance of Life!!! Plus I can hear Heavenly music!!! Thank You Jesus Christ!!! For everything!!
Posters just for clarityDon't heart replies you are in disagreement with. It's confusing and intensifies the argument you ready to get into.
If you give it a ponderEvery single decision you've ever made in the span of your life thus far, ...Right Now. Has led you to me. Muuuhaha

Every single day with the nausea, pain and anxiety...I don't really talk about having cptsd and fibromyalgia. It's all hidden and dealt with so I can appear suitable for normal life. But truth is I'm not. I share how I feel here, this is my only place to talk. Therapy never helped. Meds made it... (...)
Discovering my own happiness! I had a good visit with my therapist today. I treated myself to lunch at a nice outside cafe. I'm home now but it's just so pretty so I'm sitting outside listening to all nature has to offer. My neighbors will start trickling in soon but now... (...)