Ten things about me:1. I am over 6 feet tall 2. I am left handed 3. I cook 4. I have a wicked sense of humor 5 I have a younger brother who worked with well known bands in Seattle 6. I was once a proud member of EP 7. I used to work for a college radio station as... (...)
Book of the day As i go through the collected dialogues, i must also fit in some of Plato's best after a lesser dialogue like Lesser Hippias, and i remember reading some of William H Gass' top 50 books and for Plato he chose Timaeus, it's a 5 hour read for me, and... (...)
I miss her so much "I hear the clock, at 6am, I feel so far from where I've been". I miss her so much that sometimes silence isn't even enough. I'm alive but not living. I think about our shortest living relative. 49 I think. My dad. Out of both sides... (...)
Disappointed I ran out of my regular cigars I smoke at work. I forgot to order more so I got these until my regular one come. I'm not impressed at all. Won't buy these again. Hopefully I'll get my others in this weekend.
Very excitedWith the boys gone Joel and I are going on a date tonight. Just the two of us. Something we haven't done in a while. We're getting Texas Roadhouse to go and we're going to a cigar lounge. We going to get a few very nice cigars and enjoy some... (...)
Last night was bittersweetSo our daughter had her last cello lesson at home. Since school is starting there is no longer the need for the lessons. I'm going to miss hearing her play at home. The cello is big and will be hard for her to bring home every night. She will... (...)
Why don't they listenSo I went to get lab work today and I told the tech that no one ever has luck getting blood from my arms and they always have the best luck on my right hand. Well she didn't listen. She tried both arms and couldn't find a vein. Two painful sticks.... (...)
How do you want to be loved?I want to be loved wholly, fully, with no remorse and no regrets. I want a love that makes me love myself. I want a selfless love. I want love that's gentle, that's peaceful. I want to be loved so hard that I can barely breathe. I want a love that... (...)
Self-confidenceI once walked into a room full of strangers, my hands shaking. But instead of hiding, I smiled, stood tall, and spoke up. By the end, people listened—not because I was the loudest, but because I believed in myself.
I wonder if my friend will remember that kissOmg my friend she was drinking with this guy last night. I was giving a guy a lap dance and I over heard this guy with her double dared her to make out with another woman. Guess who she decided to do this with. She called me over and before I could... (...)
Strength !!! Being lonely doesn’t mean you’re broken, boring, or destined to stay that way. It just means you’re human, with a heart that’s hungry for connection. And that hunger? That’s proof you care, which is a strength.
How is it possibleThat school starts next week. Got everyone enrolled and school supplies ordered off of Amazon! This summer went by way too fast
So I hate office appointmentsSo I rarely take office appointments at work. I do almost all of mine over the phone. its easier on me and I have a lot less tics and outbursts because I'm more relaxed talking to a client over the phone. And I can hit mute if I really need to.... (...)
It was a good night but I miss themThe house is oddly quiet without the boys. I really miss them. They made it to their hotel and we got a very long phone call from my tiny tornado. He told us everything they did today. I couldn't see him but I could imagine him acting it out. We... (...)
So, How's It Going?Now that Trump has stripped away your Medicaid, made it impossible to get SNAP (food stamps), imposed tariffs that will cost you an estimated $2,700 a year, you're losing your job! Labor statistics just out show that the unemployment rate among... (...)
I just wanted to saySorry if my post are annoying to anyone. I don't post for you. I post for myself. It helps my crazy. If you don't like my post I'm sorry. Send me a message and maybe we can work it out or block me but keep it real.
True love feels amaizingLike the sun on your skin at dawn, Like a melody that lingers on, Hearts in sync, no need for chasing, That’s how true real love feels—amazing.
We finally decided the dateSo after my friend left for work I put on my coveralls and I went to work in my garden. u should see all the corn and peppers growing and I got a ton of green beans. The neighbor boy seen me outside and came over. He was talking about his grandmother... (...)
Suicidal boyfriendI've been planning on leaving my very rude boyfriend, however, I heard him say that he's still suicidal and has been thinking about it again recently. I know I've made some posts venting about his attitude, that aside, I once loved him so I still... (...)
Seriously looking out for love but can I get it here ? Hi there! I’m here with the hope of finding something meaningful—someone to grow with, build a strong foundation, and eventually create a beautiful life together. I believe in loyalty, deep connection, and love that lasts. If you’re also looking for... (...)