I really miss a long deep crying...Like the ones I used to have ten yrs ago. The ones u cry ur heart out and u feel so calm an empty afterwards...I really wish I could have one right now...
I can't eat enough I can't force myself to eat enough and smoke isn't helping either. I was hoping it was just stress. And it might be. But my issues are already severe enough. This is even less sustainable.
I feel a little bit freer todayI'm not trying to live up to some expectation that I can't and that has freed me some. I had fallen into a bad pattern of thinking if this would change then maybe this would happen and I'd be a better person if I had this or I could achieved this...... (...)
He knows everything there is to know about... corruptionDean Blundell posted: Gallup just recorded the highest level of perceived government corruption in the twenty years it has been asking the question. 89% of Americans say corruption is widespread in their government. Not “some.” Widespread. That... (...)
So proud of pumpkin tonight She has always struggled with sensory and texture issues, and eating meat on the bone has always been something she just couldn't manage. But tonight, she ate ribs right off the bone like it was no big deal. ❤ I know it might seem like such a little... (...)
Greiving someone i couldve been.Sometimes, I catch myself looking back at old photos and videos of me as a child. I look so happy, so full of life. I can’t even remember what it felt like to be that little girl, to see the world through her eyes or to be so effortlessly herself.... (...)
Did anyone feel life is really empty in the 40’s ?No amount of achievement can make me feel better .Its like life is just as it says -Life. Just lead on .Just live. Sparks are missing .Or sparks might excite you but the duration is so short that it extinguishes just as quick. Same mundane life with... (...)
Hi... do you still remember me..?Life is good... simple, village life, I give all of my internet hours to my work.. okay and the occasional tarot reading! But I don't have much connection and the arrangements make it so it is hard for me to be coming here. I am doing a qigong... (...)
So peaceful tonight.I'm watching some beautiful deer on TV right now, with their little bushy tails, trotting through the fall forest... the colors, the quiet. That is God’s painting right there. I'd love to pet one so much. I'd give anything to have on as a pet and... (...)
how do you take your burgers?swiss and mushrooms? bacon and blue cheese? or do you keep it classic 🤔 i'm starving and need a burger in my life right about now
Scary night in kcThunderstorm warnings Tornado warnings. Everyone's phones going off like crazy... Now we're getting ready for round two....
My day todayToday was a rough day, but not quite as depressing as yesterday. I managed to get some grocery shopping done, treated myself to some fast food, went to the recovery center, and attended a meeting. On the outside, I got a few things accomplished. On... (...)
I have the best mum in the world She made me breakfast this morning. Poached eggs, bacon, tomatoes and spinach with wholemeal toast. She was literally going to make me soldiers too because she didn't realise I was winding her up lol 😂
Do you everThink about all the things you have in your life right now? And if you did, would you feel better? I woke up this morning feeling pretty sad and thinking about all the things I used to have that I no longer do. It seems to me that grief is not just... (...)
american TreacheryThe US has chosen a side in the war russia is inflicting onto Ukraine. america is now aligned with russia. US is not sending intel to Ukraine - there is no warning of inbound missiles that russia and america aim at Ukrainian hospitals, apartment... (...)