The Man Who Disappeared While StayingThere are mornings when I wake up surprised that I made it through another night. Like I’m wearing strength that doesn’t quite belong to me — borrowed skin pulled over my bones just enough to pass as whole. But I wear it anyway. Every morning. Every... (...)
Mental health stigma is realI think there is a huge stigma about mental health.. but before I accuse others, I accuse myself. I am so harsh on myself when it comes to mental health. I do not forgive nor forget. I expect too much of myself and give it a little... AND... I am... (...)
I WENT TO THE PSYCHIATRIST TODAY! 

Yeey... Idk why I'm so proud of myself !!

I've been postponing this for so long (cause I had a very bad experience with 3 previous ones it was awful and they either rushed me or didn't believe me) ... and finally, finally I took this step... (...)
Just wow LA got more damage planned?While I've been loosing it over what time I started the day Los Angeles is adding to it's menu to cook it's goose. They are going for a minimum wage of $38/hour in certain hotels and airports all while trying to figure out if they can actually... (...)
Have you ever considered Havin' some Weiding done?

We are separated by 3000 miles, but my sister and I are having a bracelet done today. To signify eternity in that time nor miles will divide our hearts.

It's like knittingTo keep my hands busy while I listen to my books and other material on Audible, i'm simply just making an all encompassing list in a document, there is so much, even in the Plus Catalog, even after months and years of contemplating what is there, I... (...)
It seems ...life will give.... ya' whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do ya know THIS is the experience you need? Because THIS ..is the experience you are having...right now. Right Now ...is life itself.

Love red wineAlthough I know there are some lovely whites I always find myself going to the red menu and especially Rioja or a Médoc.
I can hear Heavenly music right now....Every day I think to myself I am blessed, and it brings me the fragrance of Life...Every day I think to myself I am saved, and it also brings me the fragrance of Life!!! Plus I can hear Heavenly music!!! Thank You Jesus Christ!!! For everything!!
Ever feel like you're slipping?I know damn well I went to sleep late last night because my youngest kitty went to sleep on my thighs and the dog was laying between my leg and chair arm right beside her. I sleep in Vickie's lift recliner. But I looked at the clock and it's... (...)
Posters just for clarityDon't heart replies you are in disagreement with. It's confusing and intensifies the argument you ready to get into.
Had the craziest dream I was on a stage with trump.I was behind a board doing something technical which I wasn't qualified to do and I kept trying to tell people but they forced me. They forced everyone to come into an auditorium and watch him speak. I had a bookbag that nobody searched and I felt... (...)
Life updateHi guys! Sorry I haven’t been on much I’ve working anywhere from 60 to 78 hours a week these last few months But now it is time for my break and this time tomorrow I will be over the pacific on my way to Tokyo! Hope you’ve all been doing well
What would your ideal home be like?A cottage, a villa? A bungalow, an apartment? Does it have a garden? If so what type? No garden? Then what ? Where is it? On a hill? In a forest? On the beach? Top of a skyscraper? Underground? Would it have a style? Country, chic, modern,... (...)
My sweet neighbor.Prolly round...70..ish? Always waves....has given me legit cookies she made .." take the whole plate dear" ... I've adopted her. Garners my utmost respect. But ya know what?... between us? A bit long winded. Lady could talk a cat off a fish... (...)
A Selfish ReliefAs much as both of their deaths hurt.... part of me is relieved. Relieved that I will never see them go through Parkinson's, or Dementia, or Alzheimer's, or a car accident. It's done and it's over. I don't have to go to any more family events... (...)
If you give it a ponderEvery single decision you've ever made in the span of your life thus far, ...Right Now. Has led you to me. Muuuhaha

Every single day with the nausea, pain and anxiety...I don't really talk about having cptsd and fibromyalgia. It's all hidden and dealt with so I can appear suitable for normal life. But truth is I'm not. I share how I feel here, this is my only place to talk. Therapy never helped. Meds made it... (...)
Discovering my own happiness! I had a good visit with my therapist today. I treated myself to lunch at a nice outside cafe. I'm home now but it's just so pretty so I'm sitting outside listening to all nature has to offer. My neighbors will start trickling in soon but now... (...)