Sleep doctor appointment

I'm going to see my sleep doctor. Nothing is working and I feel like none of my doctors are on the same page. I get tired of hearing of I don't know why this doctor put you on this, said stop taking that. Each doctor tells me something different. Even Joel is confused about what pills I'm supposed to be taking right now.

I just know I can not keep going like this. Yesterday I could barely function. But my boy needed me so I had to power though.

Im just tried and frustrated. I need sleep. Like every night. Is that to much to ask for. It might be.