I need help with something

Im gone too far beyond a psychiatrist to reach me on a spiritual basis . There's no getting through to me cause im not taking there word .
On a holy basis i don't know who can reach me cause over the pain im gone through mentally with situtions going on , on an ongoing for 12 years . Very painful situation which brings up a lot of resentments towards others , then resenting myself for leaving it happen to me constantly . Im not a fighting man , its not my morals i have but the pain is something savage , so i went on to religious beliefs that helped me , gave me faith , but still its to painful .
I be afraid at times im after living my life very fast and went tbrough pain that some people wouldn't go through in a 1000 lifetimes .
So im after loosing so much interest in life .
I witnessed too much . Im afraid id top myself soon .
My parents are elderly and if i do that i could take them out at the age they are .
Anyone relate to the thinking ?
Anyone relate to hard , abusive situations they had ?
Anyone got through hard times and not clinging to resentments.
Anyone stopped trusting everyone ?

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Penny · 46-50, F

for every bad thing thats happenned to you, how many good things are there? i think the trick is to focuson the good in life and try to downplay the bad. is there anything you are thankful for?

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

Hi Penny - Whats the good in life im very lost can you give examples cause im surrounded by sickness for the last 12 years and i never knew they were sick until they were trying to drag me down with them .@Penny

Penny · 46-50, F

@riseofthemachine well, do you have your arms and legs? your health? you have a computer, food on your table? it's easy to take things like that for granted. its easy to to be thankful fo rth egood in you rlife to instead of focusing on the negative all the time. that's really what drags people down. i dont know what kin dof traumatic stuff youre going through or have gone through but you can heal from it. it might take time and work but it's possible.

Driver2 · M

@Penny good way to look at it

LadyGrace · 70-79

Sounds like a real burnout on life. And sometimes when there's way too much on our plate, while God is always there and never abandons us, it's us who move away from him, as we are sometimes not even ready to think about anything to do with anything, if you know what I mean. We feel frozen. We're just not in the right frame of mind to handle one thing more. Been there. Done that. Your mind needs a rest. If you want to just speak your mind and have a sort of sounding board, I'm still here for you. This can all be unraveled, a thread at a time and not rushed. Sometimes we just need someone to listen. One can find their way back from PTSD. I've done it and so has a friend of mine....just by talking it through. No rushing. There's still hope. I don't have all the answers, but I make a good friend and listener. Sometimes that's all we need...a good listener.

Carissimi · F

Virtually my whole life has been full of pain. To be honest, I don’t know how I survived it. I didn’t turn to drink or drugs, or gambling, or any other vice. I suppose having to keep going for my children was one thing, then later, my pets gave me comfort, when they all passed, it’s been very hard with no comforters, but I seem to take baby steps, and somehow drag myself up again. I am broken, but I’m still here, and I still have my integrity. I look for the positivity in each day.

I don’t know what will help you, but I do know resentment will destroy you, and those around you. I hope you find your way.

SStarfish ·

psychiatrist aren't supposed to be spiritual. Go to a pastor (if you can find one who actually believes in God) or read your bible and pray.. but don't read corrupt altered degraded versions

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SStarfish ·

They omit and change words in the bible to alter the meaning.. devil worshipers own certain bible versions .. not joking 😒 @riseofthemachine

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@SStarfish im not a devil worshiper , no way im not , but i can't read the bible cause i can't handle it .
It blows my mind completely

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@SStarfish lets say reading the bible with post traumatic stress .
Thats some combination 😂😂😂.
And when you read the bible at times .
You can actually play apart that you are God and thats far from being humble .
The bible is too powerful for the human mind .
I agree with it but its too much .
Im holy in my own way but im just stuck

smileylovesgaming · 31-35, F

Well stop living in the past and move on from it

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