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When was the last time you cried

For me it was this morning. You know I wish I had a choice in weather or not I wanted to exist. I'd have chosen not to be born.

I want to go to sleep and never wake up but apparently I'm still alive. Why can't people that matter, people that have kids that depend on them be the ones that are spared.

I'm just tired. Desperate for eternal rest. Does anybody understand 😭😭😭.

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Carazaa · F Best Comment

But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. Isaiah 40:31.

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Carazaa · F

@Lichocolati Thank you ❤️ You will be ok, your future is bright!

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@Carazaa 🤗

Carazaa · F

@Lichocolati 🤗

Eddiesolds · 61-69, M

It was this morning when i woke up. Im trying to recover before i go into the shop.

PoeticPlay · 51-55, M

I am trying to hold back a lot of tears right now.
My brother is getting ready to go into the hospital.

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@PoeticPlay I'm sorry about your brother. Hope he gets well soon.

PoeticPlay · 51-55, M

@Lichocolati Thank you.

ZashaKitty · 26-30, F

yesterday. Was having a pretty emotional day and yeah couldn't hold it in.
I hope you re okay

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@ZashaKitty I'll be okay once I get the painful words that reminded me of my current position out of my mind 😩.

Hope you're feeling better today?

SW-User

Yesterday morning, hopefully I won't do it again for that reason ever.

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@SW-User If somebody says something that upsets you how do you keep from getting upset over the same mean words next time 😅

bijouxbroussard · F

A couple of weeks ago. A family member I thought had reformed, hadn’t. 😞

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Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@bijouxbroussard Does it look like they're at least trying?

bijouxbroussard · F

@Lichocolati I thought they were, but it was something too serious for the person to ever do again, involving theft.

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@bijouxbroussard People tend to tell themselves they'll steal only once then walk away but once you go down that path it's hard to go back.

Soossie

Im sorry that you feel that way...

As for me, Just a few hours ago....

Dino11 · M

Too long ago...

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@Dino11 How long is too long weeks, months or years?

Rokasu · 36-40, M

I cried last night because I stubbed my toes trying to pole dance. The inflammation is nuts.

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Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@Rokasu Sorry about your toe. You have a pole at your place?

Rokasu · 36-40, M

@Lichocolati Well, I did have a pole. It is currently stowed away to prevent further injuries.

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@Rokasu When your toe heals and you forget how painful it was you could try again 🤗

Adstar · 56-60, M

Yes i understand.. We are only humans afterall..

A song for you that spoke to me when i first heard it..

Always remember one day where gona get so High..

[media=https://youtu.be/PIDcNkBBcNQ]

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@Adstar Beautiful song. Thank you so much 😊

AthrillatheHunt · 51-55, M

I shed a tear or two several weeks ago . I cried at a newscast of the queens death. That wasn’t the reason for the tears but it was the trigger .

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@AthrillatheHunt I can relate. This morning was just a trigger for me. I'd been doing my best to be strong because everything I was thinking about myself wasn't being said out loud but when somebody else said the very thing I'd been suppressing this morning it kinda hurt a lot.

TexChik · F

Oh it’s the best ptsd pressure relief valve . Probably 3 days ago … happy tears

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@TexChik Hope you feel better now.

TexChik · F

@Lichocolati yep . I do . I found that not repressing the emotions keeps me working properly. Ptsd is weird , everyone has their quirks . I can be watching a cute movie on Hallmark and cry . I’m not upset , it just happens. My hubby has learned to ignore it and listen to me rather than trust what he sees

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@TexChik It's a good thing you have an understanding husband. It happens to me too when I'm watching a movie or reading a book. I get all emotional when something in me is triggered sometimes I can't figure it out until later.

SW-User

Last week for me.
And I understand.

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Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@SW-User You can't predict 😅

SW-User

@Lichocolati last week. The week that went. It is not a prediction it is something that happened.

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@SW-User Oh I thought you meant that it is the last time it happens. My bad 🤗

fakable

yesterday. music influences. it feels good.

your condition is completely normal. 🙏

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@fakable I agree. Music can influence your mood it's why I'm very particular with the type of music I listen to.

WaryWitchWandering · 36-40, F

2 days ago, after my son’s second birthday party. My kids are getting so big

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@WaryWitchWandering Awww so cute 😃

REMsleep · 41-45, F

I understand but I have also grown thru it. You will hear many people say the same thing in different ways such as ....
Trouble don't last always.... or
God does not give us more than we can bear.... or The Devil is a liar.
All of this is to say that what you feel now feels insurmountable but it is only a feeling. Feelings can lie. Our mind can dwell in a negative space and our thinking can be amiss.
I know that you have faith so remember that Jesus gives us rest. This means that any problem can be given over to God and left behind. It doesn't mean that like majic all our problems will end but it does mean that we will be ok.

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@REMsleep Thank you for the godly counsel. I don't get much of that from my circle. I want things to progress in great speed but that isn't happening which is frustrating. I'll do my best to find rest in God cause he's my only source of rest period.