When was the last time you cried

For me it was this morning. You know I wish I had a choice in weather or not I wanted to exist. I'd have chosen not to be born.

I want to go to sleep and never wake up but apparently I'm still alive. Why can't people that matter, people that have kids that depend on them be the ones that are spared.

I'm just tired. Desperate for eternal rest. Does anybody understand 😭😭😭.

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REMsleep · 41-45, F

I understand but I have also grown thru it. You will hear many people say the same thing in different ways such as ....
Trouble don't last always.... or
God does not give us more than we can bear.... or The Devil is a liar.
All of this is to say that what you feel now feels insurmountable but it is only a feeling. Feelings can lie. Our mind can dwell in a negative space and our thinking can be amiss.
I know that you have faith so remember that Jesus gives us rest. This means that any problem can be given over to God and left behind. It doesn't mean that like majic all our problems will end but it does mean that we will be ok.

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@REMsleep Thank you for the godly counsel. I don't get much of that from my circle. I want things to progress in great speed but that isn't happening which is frustrating. I'll do my best to find rest in God cause he's my only source of rest period.