When was the last time you cried

For me it was this morning. You know I wish I had a choice in weather or not I wanted to exist. I'd have chosen not to be born.

I want to go to sleep and never wake up but apparently I'm still alive. Why can't people that matter, people that have kids that depend on them be the ones that are spared.

I'm just tired. Desperate for eternal rest. Does anybody understand 😭😭😭.

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TexChik · F

Oh it’s the best ptsd pressure relief valve . Probably 3 days ago … happy tears

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@TexChik Hope you feel better now.

TexChik · F

@Lichocolati yep . I do . I found that not repressing the emotions keeps me working properly. Ptsd is weird , everyone has their quirks . I can be watching a cute movie on Hallmark and cry . I’m not upset , it just happens. My hubby has learned to ignore it and listen to me rather than trust what he sees

Lichocolati · 31-35, F

@TexChik It's a good thing you have an understanding husband. It happens to me too when I'm watching a movie or reading a book. I get all emotional when something in me is triggered sometimes I can't figure it out until later.