I Have An Eating DisorderIt's so funny to me how easily your brain tricks you into thinking you are totally fine and that there are no problems at all, yet you can still get so defensive when someone points out the problem that you deep down you know you have. I hate how... See More »
I Live In My Head Too MuchIt is not uncommon for me to come here to unload everything that has been swirling around in my head, begging to be set free - but has been held onto so tightly out of fear of others reactions. It seems a bit ridiculous when putting it like that - as... See More »
I Have An Eating DisorderI have an eating disorder and I have been trying me best to get as much help as possible so that I can overcome this. I find that I'm often fighting with myself about weather or not I'm even worthy of recovery, I find myself thinking that maybe I'm... See More »
I Feel I Should Keep My Feelings HiddenSometimes I find it very hard to keep everything hidden from everyone. I find myself doing a lot of things that I really have no interest in to try to hide how I'm actually feeling. I hate getting up in the morning and I honestly dread doing pretty... See More »
I Used to Self HarmIt's kind of funny to me that every time I get to this point I just want to turn back to my old ways. Every once in a while I naively believe that someone in my life would notice that something isn't right and then maybe I would have someone I could... See More »
I Fight Depression And Loneliness Everyday DepresSometimes I think that things are getting better and then I try to do something I used to love and I realize that I no longer find joy in it. I wish that these feelings (or lack there of) would just leave me alone but for some reason they like to... See More »
I Hide My Depression From Everyone Who Knows MeI feel so trapped all the time and not a single soul has any idea. Honestly, sometimes all I wish is that I had a way I could express everything I feel and actually feel like a weight is lifted off my chest after I let it all out! But for some... See More »
I Dont Know Who I Am AnymoreSometimes when I get on SW I find myself very overwhelmed. I am a former uses or EP and I find SW to be much more confusing, I'm not sure why though because the two are very similar. This isn't a post about how confused this site can get me though,... See More »
I Feel I Should Keep My Feelings HiddenSometimes when I'm feeling down or when I'm in a mood that no one can fix, I find myself going to a dark place. I recently realized that this has been a more frequent then it has been in the past. I also realized that things started to get bad again... See More »
I Love Freedom Of ExpressionMe. Years ago, I had joined EP when it was still called EP. That was my outlet, my dumping ground for all of my thoughts and sturggles, it was for everything that I couldn't tell the people I surround myself with everyday. When EP shut down, I was... See More »
