I Fight Depression And Loneliness Everyday Depres
Sometimes I think that things are getting better and then I try to do something I used to love and I realize that I no longer find joy in it. I wish that these feelings (or lack there of) would just leave me alone but for some reason they like to hang around. It makes me want to go back to self harming so that I can just feel something, anything, but I won't because I have come far enough to realize that I don't want to deal with overcoming that again, but that doesn't mean the cravings just go away. How do you keep treading water when you are just too tired to keep going, and you're not even sure if your legs and arms still work? Although mostly unsuccessful at the moment, I'm trying, I will let you know if I ever figure it out, please do the same.