Everything is unpacked

All the boxes are unpacked and everything is out and in its place. I feel calm finally. But I feel horrible for making my friend and Joel work so hard to get this done. It could of waited, we could of taken more time but I couldn't stop the struggle inside me. Joel is still healing and he did way more than he should have. He's sore and in pain because of me! My bubby worked hard too and it's not even his house. They did all this because of me. I'm glad we got it done. I can feel the difference. But I just feel horrible for making them do so much. I should of just dealt with it and took our time like we planned on doing. I really let them down today.

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4meAndyou · F

You do know that your buddy AND Joel care about you a lot. BUT if they worked too hard, it was because they wanted to. And out of love.

Cigarguy · M

@4meAndyou I know but I couldn't get past my issues and had to get everything done. I tried so hard to not let it but it was eating me alive on the inside. I just hate they had to work so hard because of my struggles

Barefooter25 · 46-50, M

They did it because they care a whole lot about you. You shouldn't feel bad about anything.

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Barefooter25 · 46-50, M

@Cigarguy I feel the same way at times. I rarely ask for help because in my mind it's my job and responsibility alone to do something.

Cigarguy · M

@Barefooter25 it's something I've struggled with for years. I feel like I always need to fix everything, prevent bad things from happening and pretty much do it all on my own