Everything is unpacked

All the boxes are unpacked and everything is out and in its place. I feel calm finally. But I feel horrible for making my friend and Joel work so hard to get this done. It could of waited, we could of taken more time but I couldn't stop the struggle inside me. Joel is still healing and he did way more than he should have. He's sore and in pain because of me! My bubby worked hard too and it's not even his house. They did all this because of me. I'm glad we got it done. I can feel the difference. But I just feel horrible for making them do so much. I should of just dealt with it and took our time like we planned on doing. I really let them down today.