Everything is unpacked

All the boxes are unpacked and everything is out and in its place. I feel calm finally. But I feel horrible for making my friend and Joel work so hard to get this done. It could of waited, we could of taken more time but I couldn't stop the struggle inside me. Joel is still healing and he did way more than he should have. He's sore and in pain because of me! My bubby worked hard too and it's not even his house. They did all this because of me. I'm glad we got it done. I can feel the difference. But I just feel horrible for making them do so much. I should of just dealt with it and took our time like we planned on doing. I really let them down today.

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Barefooter25 · 46-50, M

They did it because they care a whole lot about you. You shouldn't feel bad about anything.

Cigarguy · M

@Barefooter25 I know I just don't like having people do things for me like that. I feel like I should of been able to handle it and wait on getting everything unpacked instead of having to do it all Sunday

Barefooter25 · 46-50, M

@Cigarguy I feel the same way at times. I rarely ask for help because in my mind it's my job and responsibility alone to do something.

Cigarguy · M

@Barefooter25 it's something I've struggled with for years. I feel like I always need to fix everything, prevent bad things from happening and pretty much do it all on my own

Barefooter25 · 46-50, M

@Cigarguy Sometimes I feel like I am that way also.