I’m sorry you’re having such a bad day. There will be a time when the things you’re feeling now seem distant and unimportant. I hope you start to feel better soon.
"You will never fail because F.A.I.L. means, First Attempt In Learning. END is not the end, in fact E.N.D. means Effort Never Dies. If you get NO as an answer remember N.O. means Next Opportunity." - A.P.J. Abdul Kalam.
Life is like roller coaster, It has its ups & downs. But it's your choice to scream or enjoy the ride.
Do not pray for an easy life, pray for strength to endure a difficult one. - Bruce Lee
It will be. Keep your head up high. Try and find one highlight and focus on that. Life is a roller coaster. Sometimes we have longer periods of downs cs up and hopefully sometimes more ups than downs. You got this