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My depression is killing me

I want to die and end my life. But why thinking that i still care what people will think how i die and afraid I’ll be the talk of town and be on news or something n social media. I just want to evaporate like i never exist.
Hope you’ll reach out for help. You’re on a lonely road that no one should walk alone. I suspect that you want the pain to end rather than your life to end. And there is help for that.
ihavenoone · 26-30, F
@OlderSometimesWiser this hit me 😭
@ihavenoone You’re stronger than you think. You’ve reached out here, which is a great first step. Help is definitely available, you can do it! Life does not always have to look the way it does at this moment.
sree251 · 41-45, M
@OlderSometimesWiser How do you manage if you are homeless?
I know this is going to sound harsh but you gotta stop feeling sorry for yourself and take the initiative to change something about your life. I used to be stuck in this frame of mind for a long time and it’s a vicious circle and it was so painful constantly feeling like shit about myself. I made some lifestyle changes such as getting a different job and going back to school and it made a huge impact for the better on my mental health. I’m very sorry you feel this way but you have the right to be here just like everyone else and you matter to people even when it doesn’t feel like it. Xoxo
QueenOfZaun · 26-30, F
I’ve been struggling with mental illness for 12 years.

If you need someone to talk too, feel free to message me
Lonewolf511 · 56-60, M
You're not alone. I feel the same way. I have a minor in the social sciences (sociology, social work, psychology), so I am a little familiar with why someone would say "I want to die" . It's not that we want to die, it's just we want whatever is hurting us to be gone. We want to be free.

I hope this helps. Please let me know.
snofan · M
I get this. I've been there.
You will be okay. Look after yourself first. Take little steps. Find things you enjoy doing, and make time for yourself.
If you need to vent, or just talk to someone - I'm here. And there will never be any judgement from me.
I also get it if you are not into that. Take care. xx
Ananke · 26-30, F
Do you want to die? Or do you want your situation to change?
sree251 · 41-45, M
@Ananke Don't push her. Be careful.
XcookiexbakerX · 31-35, F
I'm sorry you're feeling this way, I have felt this way many times before 💜 Hoping for love and peace for you.
sree251 · 41-45, M
@XcookiexbakerX How did you recover, X?
XcookiexbakerX · 31-35, F
@sree251 it took a lot of consistently breaking all the negative self talk and dwelling on the hurt. That's how I got out the hole. I would literally stop myself and say out loud "I love myself, I deserve happiness, love and kindness." Journaling and working out when I was really sad also helped. Just being productive. Being outside a lot, hiking, literally anything else that makes you even slightly happy or distracted.Even if I absolutely did not want to. Now I'm trying to find balance and let myself have those moments of saddness, cry if I need to, let it go. I still struggle but in different ways and I don't want to kill myself like I used to. It took time.
sree251 · 41-45, M
@XcookiexbakerX [quote] I still struggle but in different ways and I don't want to kill myself like I used to. It took time. [/quote]

What are you struggling with?

Two basic needs are necessary for life: 1. Money for necessities, and 2. Health of body.

There is a third need: someone to talk to.
bella123456789 · 13-15, F
You're not alone. I'm here for you during this tough time. It may be hard to believe right now, but the way you're feeling will change. Please tell me what I can do now to help you. 😃
eMortal · M
Live in the present. There! Therapy over. That’s $400 for the session.
Theyitis · 36-40, M
Please don’t hurt yourself. If you want to chat my inbox is open.
WhatLifeIsFor · 41-45, M
I hope something good will come for you
Kumar007 · 36-40, M
Will u talk wd me?
DownTheStreet · 51-55, M
I know this feeling
Heavenlywarrior · 36-40, M
Don’t do it. Not worth it.
Okay, I'm sure you probably are tired of hearing about this, but no you don't. What you want is to escape whatever you're suffering right now. And you've become convinced the only escape is death.
Unhinged · 100+
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Dumbman · 36-40
@sree251 I was a heavy drinker before. My triglycerides reached 1140 normal is 150. I had to take medicine for 2 years to lower it. Not that cheap whisky. I guess price range in the USA is different for cheap whiskey.
sree251 · 41-45, M
@Dumbman How are you doing now? You don't want to overdo it. I hope you have recovered.
Dumbman · 36-40
@sree251 yes It is under control.
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@allygator18 Yes, and why does everybody always assume I'm the highest number in that fuсking age range? I'm going to hide it again.
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