How do you not let yourself go when you spend every day wishing for d3ath?

Hey! I’ve noticed you around here a bit lately. I don’t want to be intrusive or anything but you really seem like a chill person.

I know I don’t know who you are what exactly you may be dealing with but, it's okay to feel that way sometimes. I’ve been there. If it means anything there is a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it seems far away right now.

It’s hard to find motivation when all you want is to escape your pain. But trust me, exercising and eating well can help improve your mood and energy levels, even if it feels pointless in the moment. It might not make the suicidal thoughts disappear completely, but it could make living a little more bearable.

You already are**** beautiful. It is that your mind won't believe it. 😔 Body dysmorphia is so difficult.

I hope you will keep going. You are so lovely. 💙💙

When I have had those moments, I convince myself to go one more day. If I have to, I sleep as much as I can, until I feel better.

Just pushing through the days in hopes of light. It will come. 💙💙💙

You can try and get beautiful, even though you already are, whatever makes you feel beautiful, and see what happens? See if you still want to unalive after you've achieved the goal?

It's always your choice. But you could give it a chance, see how it feels. Eventually we're all done for anyway. Amuse yourself, treat yourself to something new that you can control, that is your choice.

You know I do too I want things simpler. I want you to know I'll be on some you can chat with me. Just feel free. I like animals, I'm learning to draw some. I like old school games, and I like to learn things. 😄🤔

If there was someone that you were attracted to who made you feel beautiful, who told you every waking moment how beautiful you are, made you the center of their world. I mean they just came out of nowhere and swept you off of your feet. And they are everything that you've ever dreamed of. Would you still feel the way that you are feeling you think? Or What do YOU think would make you feel and see yourself differently?

You need to talk to a professional therapist. I only wish you could see yourself through our eyes to know what a treasure that you are.