How do you not let yourself go when you spend every day wishing for d3ath?

I want to be beautiful but at the same time, I want d3ath so badly I can't bring myself to think of anything else. I can't motivate myself to exercise, because all I want to do is unalive. Eat healthy? Why? I'm this 🤏🏻 close to suℹcide.

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caccoon · 36-40

You already are**** beautiful. It is that your mind won't believe it. 😔 Body dysmorphia is so difficult.

I hope you will keep going. You are so lovely. 💙💙

When I have had those moments, I convince myself to go one more day. If I have to, I sleep as much as I can, until I feel better.

Just pushing through the days in hopes of light. It will come. 💙💙💙

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