How do you not let yourself go when you spend every day wishing for d3ath?

I want to be beautiful but at the same time, I want d3ath so badly I can't bring myself to think of anything else. I can't motivate myself to exercise, because all I want to do is unalive. Eat healthy? Why? I'm this 🤏🏻 close to suℹcide.

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ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

You can try and get beautiful, even though you already are, whatever makes you feel beautiful, and see what happens? See if you still want to unalive after you've achieved the goal?

It's always your choice. But you could give it a chance, see how it feels. Eventually we're all done for anyway. Amuse yourself, treat yourself to something new that you can control, that is your choice.