This is an embarrassing post but I'm gonna share it anyway.

Watch hoarders, or how to clean and disinfect rooms on YouTube for some inspiration on where to start cleaning! It might inspire you. Once you get started take lot's of breaks, and then keep going until everything is clean and disinfected, then go out and buy nice things like a new rug, or paintings and some fake plants, new bedding sheets and comforter and pillows and some floating shelves, or a dresser off of facebook buy and sell, and redecorate to make it your sanctuary... Then clean once a week thereafter! God bless!

I'm just doing my kitchen now after a funny smell appeared, I've already got rid of the mice that were a problem and now I found one of their little hideouts. If I ranked your room as a 10 in the world of messy and 0 is something that is clean and tidy I'll give my kitchen a 4. I hope you have started the clean up.

Looks like Hoarding Disorder which is classified as a mental illness. It usually co-occurs with other mental health conditions such as anxiety, depression, and obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Hope you’re able to get some professional help as it’s often the case that untreated, merely throwing everything out isn’t enough because the tendency will be to re-hoard and start the cycle all over again.

I say good for you for taking the initiative to start. Just do one little section at a time each day and before you know it, it will be done! I'm proud of you for taking that first step. I know that's not easy. Keep up the good work!

Seek help. Both physical and mental.

I have lived by myself for decades and have never come close to that in my own bedroom.

Heck even storage sheds were more organized. And very likely were far more packed.

Psychologically: Appreciate your room and the things in it. Think of cleaning not as a chore, but as giving your room love and care in gratitude for the comfort and protection that it provides you. Having a sanctuary to relax in is an important part of self-care. You deserve a nice room to relax in!

You are going to have bugs living in all that mess. Do one bag a day of items in your room. Be ruthless and get rid of it all. you will feel so much better.

Do you have any people you are close to for support? I am sorry 💙

You might want to start by cleaning up your mess so you can see what's going on. When you take on everything all at once ...it's just too overwhelming.

Mess

You can tell a lot of people here have never had severe mental health issues.

This is severe depression.
This is what it looks like.

It's not laziness.
When you feel like this, getting out of bed at all is a chore. You literally just wanna lay there and let yourself die.

Try empathy, people.
It's not hard.

Jesus help

I’d love to clean it

The floor is falling apart? 🥺

Please be safe, that could be extremely dangerous

Looks ok to me.

Stuff that stuff in leaf bags and sort it out in the garage. Throw most of that stuff away you're never going to use it again anyway.

Where do you sleep?

If you don't clean shit like this ،it eventually cleans you instead. It will purge you out from existence and has an impact on your ability to form healthy connections and build a life.

I have been in homes like this. First thing to do is downsize.

Nothing else is sinking just the bed, may be the floor is picky what it wants sinking

This gives me so much anxiety just looking at it

It could be cleaned up in a couple of hours.

nice bed headboard,

When was the last time you went into your room and actually took something out that you could use?

You need to simplify.

Lets take a wild guess.......as soon as ANY guy comes to your place you never see him again.

Do you like have a disability and you can't clean it on your own or are you just a really messy person? This is not normal.

Oh, damn!😲 I take it, you don't have guests often..

Tf is wrong with you?

have you ever heard of such a thing called a garbage truck,

Nasty

That's a weird fetish, girl.

Wtf? Why would you want to live like that?

Omg 😵

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