@uncalled4 thank you 🐞 Sometimes I'll get a tiny glimmer of what it MIGHT be like to have self trust and joy in life. It seems like it would be another world to me. But I'm working towards it because my current world is pretty dark.
@Thevy29 I've randomly have asked coworkers if they would be kind enough to crawl under my front porch and fight racoons joke is, I don't even have a front porch it's a test of loyalty