Its happened.

@Eddiesolds family first. He'll understand.

@carpediem I'll go see him now. They are very down to earth. I just need to let work go.i dont think I can focus anyways.I better get in there.

@Eddiesolds Good luck. Stay focused on family.

@SW-User I'll look after my mom.i dknt think she will last long. Poorthing.Ill do everything I can for her.Thankyou!🤗

@Eddiesolds I wish there was something I could say... words just never seem to be enough. when my mom died, people understood I just needed to get through it and they were there for me. I hope you have people there for you too.
I'm glad you will be there for your mom. 🤗

@Machete sorry to hear that🤗

@Peaches Thankyou so much Peaches! He was a good man.i thought he was going to die last year.This year he suffered alot.Now he is in peace.

@Eddiesolds YES, 😔🙏❤️✨ he is at peace now.

@Coralmist Thankyou Mist. He was 96.

@Eddiesolds He lived a long life then at least eh? 🥰

@SW-User Thankyou

@1pebbles yes mam. At the funeral it was so serious in there. I went up last to talk about my dad. Hosh I had everyone laughing in there. My dad was such a hard ass but, The stories are so funny. The Preist came to me afterwards and said. You really change the atmosphere in here. I think it was a good ending. People were smiling again. I think I did the right thing.lol

@Eddiesolds you know what’s right at that moment. It allowed people to see another side of your dad

@1pebbles I agree. I loved that guy! I hope he was laughing also.

@Eddiesolds That's good. It was rough for me when my mother passed two years ago yesterday. Absolutely no one stepped up to the plate and helped. I was forced to take care of all the arrangements alone and learned a lot about people and the death industry. Everyone from the nursing home to the emergency room to the funeral home etc. demanded their bite. She told me she wanted to die months before which was disturbing. The first year I would wake up 3 or 4 in the morning hearing her voice loudly calling out to me as clear as day. Hospice really helped smooth out the rough edges a lot. It's much better now. Did hospice contact you?

@PatKirby while he was sick. He just wanted to be home. Hed have to be rushed to the hospital a few times. The last time he had an emergency was the last time. He died a week later in the hospital. It was for the best. He was suffering so much. He died while he was sleeping. I always hoped that he would die that way. Just in peace. No stress. My sister has taken over all the important stuff. I've always worked around that house, so that's my job anyways. I do alot of driving my mom around when she needs it. My brother helps out. I dont where but he does. Lol! My mom never has to worry. She still does though. I dont know what to say to her anymore. It's just in herself I guess.

@Eddiesolds
I can tell you're good people and come from a good family. Things take time, but it will all pass. Good for you.

@Eddiesolds You're a wonderful son. She's lucky to have you!🤗

@SW-User Thanks Paris. I'm trying. I'm going to take her on the highway. She hasnt done that with me in a long time. She never wanted to leave my dad alone.maybe I'll take her to the ocean. We can stay out there for a couple days. I have so many places that I can show her also. She'll have fun.She needs this

@Eddiesolds She truly does.

@SW-User Thankyou!

@mondayschild2 Thankyou so much. I hope you are doing good there.Death is so sad.I dont handle it well at all.

@Quetzalcoatlus Thankyou!

@UnderLockDown I will. Thankyou!