summertimeoh its already summer and yet i have done nothing but destroy myself. no glowups, no friends, no new hangouts, no plans, bad grades, making my mental health worse and all sorts of things. guys atp im slowly giving up already
i feel so lonelyi know yes i may have alot of friends but i still feel very lonely. why? because i cant consider any of them as my close friend and im not theirs either. Sometimes i wonder how it would be like having a bestfriend that would love me like how i love... See More »
i miss my ex best friendi dont know why even though she left me when i was at my lowest, betrayed me and replaced me i dont understand why i still love her alot and i cant bare to delete all the pictures we once shared and took. Everytime I pass by her house or places where... See More »
omd i haven't posted for so longlowky went through a depressive episode for 7 months because my own trio was leaving me out and when i told them i felt left out they said that they thought everything was fine omd. Since like last year November they started leaving me out and atp i... See More »
i hate my friendsI swear my friends hates me or smth they always leaves me out and whenever they take selfies they always leave me out like for once we were walking to another class n they suddenly had a convo and coz i didnt understand what they were saying i asked... See More »
my "friends" are honestly shitidk how to phrase this but they will always leave me out, make fun of me and blame me for everything. That one time my friend literally called me and another friend ugly when look her, she look like an egghead. That one time during an interclass game... See More »
maybe its my problemmy friend keeps on blaming me that i don't take initiative to text her first. That time we were calling she said I have been ignoring her when i did not cause I was busy and she keep on blaming me that our friendship is going to end because of me.... See More »
rants and ventsi legit feel like i have to study just to earn any respect or freedom in this household like i cant even sleep if i dont finish a long essay writing my parents give on a school night and usually only left with a few hours of sleep. Or when like... See More »
another ventso uhm now I'm in high school , I find that having friends are pretty much important but the problem is I don't have anyone close to me in school. I find it hard to get around for example like if we do pair work I would not have anyone to pair up... See More »
