Starting over isn't easyI often come here and talk about what bothers me, heavy things that cannot be spoken out loud to anybody. My trauma is something I find hard to talk about, but now there's something new going on that I can't talk to anyone else about so.. I just... See More »
This is a post that I might regret putting out thereI hate my dad. All I can remember about him from my childhood is him having severe anger issues and being a raging alcoholic. Nothing changed about that till this day, but now he's got some health problems on top of everything. I don't remember him... See More »
By any means, I pray not to face these people againGrowing up in a small town and being around the same people for the whole nineteen years of my life made me feel like I am living in a bubble. I graduated high school, I got my diploma and I'm going to college in October. I'm leaving this town... See More »
Living as my own parentI'm starting this by saying that I'm thankful that both of my parents are alive and well, and I'm grateful because they managed to raise my older sister and I. I'm aware of how hard it must have been for them to start bulding a family and a house... See More »
I don't even know anymoreDeath sounds so nice to me honestly.. I can't deal with all the stress anymore, I didn't ask to be born, and I won't be able to forgive myself if I fail. I had a promise I made to myself when I was very young, that I'd end it all at nineteen if I... See More »
It all goes to sh!t for meI dropped a friend a few years ago because she'd go behind my back with a lot of things, she'd lie to me then gaslight me when I figured out the truth. I honestly thought she was my bestie forever but she made me feel stupid a lot of times.. so I... See More »