I've done some soul searching, and given this a lot of thought PINNEDI've identified as a man on here and in real life the last few years, even come out irl to friends and some family. However, I have finally admitted to myself I'm genderfluid, or non-binary, because how I feel about my gender varies a lot. It's... See More ยป
I hate celebrity crushesDaydreaming of holding him in my arms, hugging him tight, feeling his adorable beer belly push against mine while I run my fingers through his gorgeous silver hair.. Meanwhile he doesn't even know I exist ๐
What to do? I can't sleepI miss my precious Pantera too much for my nightnight pills to work tonight ๐ In theory I could take another 2 pills, but it's already 3.30am and I don't wanna end up sleeping all day. Especially since I have to get up early thursday for a biopsy... See More ยป
Got my Andrรฉ Rieu shirt โคIt looks even better irl than I expected ๐ Gonna wear it for the concert next summer @NerdyPotato Have you planned your outfit yet?
I can't stop smelling the collar she wore lastAt first it made me sad, knowing i would never smell and touch her soft ebony fur again, but I've managed to force myself to be reminded of the good times instead. It's become my safety blanket for when I start getting teary-eyed. Waiting for sis... See More ยป (1)
The bestest kitty ever is at peace nowI'm a wreck, but I know I'll get to see her again in the future when my time comes. Until I can hold her in my arms again, she'll live on in my heart ๐
I had an adult dream last night ๐ About Andrรฉ Rieu. His wife caught us tho, but told me if I was willing to be a surrogate for for them, Andrรฉ and I could go at it until I got pregnant. I never told them I actually can't get pregnant ๐
Quick update to those who were worriedI've talked to my doc about not having a reaction at all from the antabuse when drinking. I'm gonna start taking one every day instead of just twice a week. I won't dare to drink when taking that much, so officially back on the sobriety track.
I love one particular facebook group so muchI told them about Pantera and asked for memes in order to cheer up a bit. 35 minutes I have more than 70 comments ๐ฅบโค
Hardest desicion I've ever had to makeTalked to the vet and they agree it's time for Pantera to get her forever sleep. Got an appointment for monday 11am. I'm absolutely gutted, heartbroken, angry... You name it, but with all the health issues Pantera has been through the last 11... See More ยป
It's a very sad day in NorwayOur beloved king Harald passed away this morning. He was known as Norways Grandpa thanks to his warmth, humor, inclusive ways, and not taking himself seriously. His wife, queen Sonja, was a "commoner" and Harald spent 9 years fighting for the right... See More ยป
I'm starting to think my doctor lied to meI'm not experiencing any side effects of drinking while on antabuse
This serial un-aliver was just disgustingSeriously. I heard about him years ago, and his MO still makes me feel queazy ๐
I caved todayAnd got 4 of these. I know it's just an excuse, but first Dolly Parton, then Tim Curry, now Cigarguy, and probably any minute now; King Harald of Norway, aka All of Norways grandpa. On top of all that my Pantera (my precious cat) is showing... See More ยป
I bought some alcohol todayNot for me tho. Sis wanted some, but didn't have time to go to the store. I was really close to buying some for myself too, but I stayed strong ๐
It's caturday, SWeeps!You know the drill My nephew: And ofcourse, my daughter Pantera (the cat, not the band)
TMI warning! I have a bug bite in the worst possible placeFor someone with female body parts... It looks like I have 2 kleets now ๐
Day 1 without nicotineLet's give this addiction a wave goodbye once and for all. It'll save me about 250-300 euros every month, and I need that money for a vacation next summer. And yes, it'll also be good for my health and all that, yada yada yada... Wish me luck... See More ยป