This wasn't on anyones bingo cards todayNot even the hospital staffs cards: Gmaws CRP was over 30 4 days ago. Today it's 11,5. That means there's a 50/50 chance she might survive this after all. The doctor is scratching his head in awe, wondering why she was deemed terminal in the first... See More »
My aunt and I sat by gmaws side 11pm to 6am last night.I volunteered to do the same shift tonight. This time with one of my sisters. (It's almost midnight here as I'm writing this) A couple of things that lightened the mood last night: At one point my aunt handed me a bag with a couple of anise... See More »
Visiting gmaw againI wasn't able to sleep last night, because no matter how much I don't want to be here when she takes her final breath, I need to be here. Absolutely broke my heart when mom (who's also here atm) asked gmaw if she wanted anything,and gmaw answered... See More »
Visited gmaw for the last time..She's still in the hospital. She has an infection that keeps sky rocketing in spite of antibiotics, so the doctors decided to stop all treatment and only give her pain relief until her final breath. It could happen any minute, but could also take a... See More »
When offering to help someone...... Do you ask if they WANT help, or if they NEED help? A while ago I started offering by using both words because I realized not everyone wanna admit they need the help, so by including "want" it takes the edge off.
This is genuinely making me angry 😡Who the heck looked at this shark and thought "ah, yes, let's name it after the stripey land horse" Seriously! That! The fishy in the pic is called a zebra shark!
Weeeeell... FLIck 🙈Just got home from an ultrasound of my throat at the hospital. I might have thyroid cancer. Won't know for sure until after the summer, possibly longer.
Woke up wanting to stay in bed and/or get drunk todayEnded up visiting gmaw, hanging out with baby sis and her toddler, and taking 2 of my other nieces to the carousels set up for the weekend. Now I'm back home feeling tired, but fulfilled, and ready to spend a couple of hours on the couch with... See More »
Pantera (the cat, not the band) smelling flowersAlso gotta make sure the sheep stay on the other side of the road Suddenly in need of a cuddle from her dad Time to smell some more "Hmmm... I need a pedicure" "Aaaw, yeah, that's the stuff" (+4)
Struggling with sobriety todayLuckilly I'm broke and on Antabus (pills that will make me violently ill if I drink any amount of alcohol) Turns out gmaw is the main trigger for me. She called a little while ago guilting me into visiting her. I agreed to come see her after her... See More »
This years new neighbors 😍 And a short video of them all with a cameo of Pantera (my cat, not the band) giving everyone a cuddle 🥰 (+4)
Reason no 2 to date me:It's 6 am and I'm almost done making 106 cookies for absolutely no reason other than boredom 🙈 Now I gotta find someone to eat them.
4 weeks sober today 💪Also, as a peacetarian I'm often asked "why is fish ok to eat, but not other meat?" I never have a satisfying answer to that, but my brain just told me "because I don't fancy women, so I gotta get my fish elsewhere" 🤭
7.30 am and I haven't been able to sleep yetBut I got a pretty cute view and the bestest kitty on my lap 🥰
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