I don't really see the pointWhat's the point in me trying to get better Everytime I try things start off great but as soon as I hit one bad day it's just a downwards slope I cant stop untill I relapse or have a breakdown I'm done trying
I feel like I'm just not ment to be loved .....I know it's sounds dumb and stupid but like honestly I don't think I've ever felt love or anything....my dad was abusive and I got taken away put into a children's home. Just found out my boyfriend was cheating on me and I don't really talk to any... See More »
I think it's safe to say the girl I like doesn't like me back. 😞If you'll excuse me I'll be under my covers crying for the next few days bye
Just another pointless rantI feel like one of the most painful feelings is loving someone that doesn't love you back. Knowing at some point they did but....you blow it and know they've moved. And I'm stuck here with a void in my heart wishing I took my chance when I had it.... See More »
I think am actually making good progressIt's been 2 months and I haven't cut..no one else might care but I'm honestly so proud of myself
Progress and life updateSo the last few I've been feeling a lot happier smiling more and enjoying myself. actually going out and talking to people. I've felt really bloody good..... however there's this feeling or utter dread I can't seem to shake like this ain't going to... See More »
Okay I've been thinking and I think am done nothing seems to make me happy not matter how hard I tryI wanna thank everyone that has been nice to to me but I feel like my time is up no matter what I do or try I feel sad and alone and this feeling ain't going so idk what im going to do but I don't think being here is helping maybe I'll come back at... See More »
I thought things where getting better so why do I feel like crap again all there's thoughts in my head like what's even the point anymoreFeels like am all alone like no matter how hard I try to be happy I just can't I'm tired I just wanna go to bed and not wake up
I woke up this morning not feeling like shit like ...I dint hate myself. I even spoke to people kinda 😶
So umm...it seems like I'm going to be going into a children's home and the care system 😔 I....I don't know how I'm ment to feel about thisI just feel empty and numb like nothing actually matter I should be sad or something or happy that am getting away from my dad ..but...I don't it's just emptyness
Thinking about actually getting some helpI mean like professional help and to get out of my current situation but I'm scared shitless feels like this is the only place I can actually talk about what I'm feeling. But I struggle to talk to people or talk about how I'm feeling because I don't... See More »
Things are a mess in my head and idk what to do🎵Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again🎶 🎶I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one... See More »
