I think am actually making good progressIt's been 2 months and I haven't cut..no one else might care but I'm honestly so proud of myself
Progress and life updateSo the last few I've been feeling a lot happier smiling more and enjoying myself. actually going out and talking to people. I've felt really bloody good..... however there's this feeling or utter dread I can't seem to shake like this ain't going to... See More »
Okay I've been thinking and I think am done nothing seems to make me happy not matter how hard I tryI wanna thank everyone that has been nice to to me but I feel like my time is up no matter what I do or try I feel sad and alone and this feeling ain't going so idk what im going to do but I don't think being here is helping maybe I'll come back at... See More »
I thought things where getting better so why do I feel like crap again all there's thoughts in my head like what's even the point anymoreFeels like am all alone like no matter how hard I try to be happy I just can't I'm tired I just wanna go to bed and not wake up
I woke up this morning not feeling like shit like ...I dint hate myself. I even spoke to people kinda 😶
So umm...it seems like I'm going to be going into a children's home and the care system 😔 I....I don't know how I'm ment to feel about thisI just feel empty and numb like nothing actually matter I should be sad or something or happy that am getting away from my dad ..but...I don't it's just emptyness
Thinking about actually getting some helpI mean like professional help and to get out of my current situation but I'm scared shitless feels like this is the only place I can actually talk about what I'm feeling. But I struggle to talk to people or talk about how I'm feeling because I don't... See More »
Things are a mess in my head and idk what to do🎵Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again🎶 🎶I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one... See More »
