I feel like I'm just not ment to be loved .....
I know it's sounds dumb and stupid but like honestly I don't think I've ever felt love or anything....my dad was abusive and I got taken away put into a children's home. Just found out my boyfriend was cheating on me and I don't really talk to any of my friends anymore because they all decided I'm just to much of a downer to be friends with .....I don't know what to do anymore ...things where good for a while ...but I'm back where I stared sad depressed and alone and ....I don't think I keep going on...don't actually know why I bother posting on here like someones actually going to help..I guess it's just a way for me to rant......I'm done good night (maybe for ever)