I Battle DepressionMy life is a joke. A punchline I often use to break social tension, which happens to be true. I make fun of my depression and suicidal ideations in true ironic dark humor. It's a cheap way to connect to people, but it works. But not without...See More »
I Am LonelySometimes I'm too good at ignoring the world around me, at pushing people away, and I realize that it's been a very long time since I've actually talked to someone. Don't know why I'm complaining, I've achieved exactly what I set out to do, push the...See More »
I Keep Too Many Things to MyselfIs it better to know the truth, or to stay blissfully ignorant. Sometimes truth causes more pain and damage than good, it lays shame and hidden secrets bare for all to see, leading to shocking and unbearable revelations that would shatter...See More »
I Spend a Lot of Time By MyselfAs expected of an introvert, my comfort zone is being alone, in my controlled environment in where I set the mood, rules, etc etc. But it's a thin line between alone time and loneliness. It's very similar to a scale weight, where the battle to...See More »
I Am LonelyI don't have anyone to talk to, so I'm using this as a crutch. Pretty self explanatory, I just don't have friends. Which is fine for the most part, but it's been years, and I cannot connect to people. Even when I lie and force a smile with...See More »
I Battle DepressionOuch. I feel it. I still ache on the inside. Self loathing, depression, despair, all blends together into some gray ooze inside me. I feel so useless, I have no purpose or reason to be here. It's very unique. The physical pain of a psychological...See More »
