I Battle Depression
My life is a joke.
A punchline I often use to break social tension, which happens to be true.
I make fun of my depression and suicidal ideations in true ironic dark humor. It's a cheap way to connect to people, but it works.
But not without cost. Now I can writhe in agony amidst the swamp of emotions, and it's funny. It's entertaining for others, because that's all they know from me. They don't know how horribly true all these things I say are.
"Wishing I was dead" "Hating my life" and "Just a thought from suicide" are all just punchlines to a sick form of humor.
Way to go, me. Really did great.
If it's all just a joke, it was funny, right? If nothing else...
A punchline I often use to break social tension, which happens to be true.
I make fun of my depression and suicidal ideations in true ironic dark humor. It's a cheap way to connect to people, but it works.
But not without cost. Now I can writhe in agony amidst the swamp of emotions, and it's funny. It's entertaining for others, because that's all they know from me. They don't know how horribly true all these things I say are.
"Wishing I was dead" "Hating my life" and "Just a thought from suicide" are all just punchlines to a sick form of humor.
Way to go, me. Really did great.
If it's all just a joke, it was funny, right? If nothing else...
