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Jesusfan1999

22-25, F

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will anyone play with me?

please? 🥺😢

What do I do with the rest of my life?

I have about 8 months to live, I'm completely broke, my family and friends live across the country, and I have no significant other.. I'm getting weaker every day, and I can't drive or go anywhere by myself. What the heck am I supposed to do?!?!

I'll Never Give Up

That's always been the case for me in the past.. But I wish I were just allowed to give up and die sometimes.. especially lately

I Am Depressed Because I'm Lonely

At this point, everything I say, the response is "aww, I'm so sorry, that's awful, I wish I could help, are you okay, I think you need some help, you should see a therapist, that's so sad, you're like a little old lady who has 2 weeks to live and...

For anyone that saw or interacted with me last night

I-I'm really sorry. I may come here to vent and think out loud, but I try to hide my desires and things for other people's sake. When I get really tired, I get way too honest. I hope you guys can forgive me, but if not I understand 😔.

What was your first kiss like?

I had mine on the 15th.. And I feel more broken somehow. Not like broken hearted, but not working properly. I've noticed that whenever I have a decision to make, I freeze or back into a corner and start crying. I'm scared of weird things that didn't...

I Dont Know What to Do Now and I Dont Know What Ill Do Later

Usually, when I'm feeling the attacks of my condition, I either cause myself physical pain to deal with the effects or.. I imagine having a boyfriend, a husband, a brother, just someone I can trust who takes care of me. They usually have names; Mark,...

What motivates you to get out of bed every day?

I'm having problems finding motivation to do anything. I would love to hear what anybody else is motivated by.

I Love Fun Facts

Did you know that butterflies eat human flesh when it's available? Butterflies are so awesome!!

Is anyone else just tired of speaking?

I feel that way over half the time.

I Feel These Lyrics Fit How I Feel

Mad World - Riverdale cast (For some reason I like this version more than the original)

I Saw It Coming But It Hurts Anyway

The other day a guy I liked said, "If I weren't chasing this girl, I'd probably be dating you." I don't really think he meant for it to hurt, but I'd rather be stabbed again than hear that again. All I ever am is someone's just in case option.

I Hate Being Alone

I'm so sick of it.. Nobody in real life actually likes me back in that way, or cares enough to even ask me out. I'm not the kind of girl that guys like.. I'm just the little kid that everyone pretends to take care of so that they feel better. I don't...

I Want to Slow Dance

I hope I get to some day. I have a playlist on my phone of songs to slow dance to.. I really need that. 😔

I Use Music As Therapy For the Soul

I can't function without listening to music, and I try to communicate through music, but nobody seems to understand. And I don't understand speaking words much at all to be honest.. My first language was music and sign language. As I grew older I...

I Am Sleepy But Fighting My Sleep

I don't care if I need to sleep, it's too scary!!

What's your favorite Food?

Feel free to be as particular and descriptive as possible. 😋

It's late at night and I really need someone to cuddle with and keep me safe 😔

I Can Never Forgive Myself

My mom killed my first beta when I was 8 when she left for vacation and forgot about the fish, and it was during the winter so he froze to death. A couple of years ago she took me to the pet store to get a new one, but she was focused on the price,...

I Im So Angry Right Now

DUDE!!!! I'M SICK OF PEOPLE!!!! I DON'T WANT YOU TO FIX MY PROBLEMS I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO SHUT UP AND LISTEN!!!!!!!!

I Am Broken And Trying To Pick Up The Pieces

Why am I still being broken more. Give me a break to put myself back together again!! 😞😭💔💔

I Love How I Met Your Mother

I'm watching it now. I need the Kennedy package but with juice and milkshakes. -Thank you Linus.- 😂 Sigh* 😞😭😞😭

I Am Tired, So Very Tired

I've officially been awake for 30 hours straight. I need sleep!!!!😩😰

I Have Never Been In a Relationship

Why do guys only see me as a little kid?! No guy in person thinks of me in a romantic way and it makes me feel like I'm hideous and I have a disease or something.😞😞😣😣

I'm so love sick that I feel like it's making me actually sick.😭😭🤒😷

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