Social media got me messed up.I can barely sit through listening to an entire music album with out checking my social media feed. I gotta interrupt my concentration with mindless scrolling and ruining the musical experience.
I've been hanging around my father too much where I start to speak and act like himWhich is not necessarily always good as he is more traditionally masculine and I'm not usually like that. Now I have to consciously make the effort to be more sensible and chill.
I life a life of buried angst. Buried underneath my baseline is emotion is angstI listen to bands like Linkin park, breaking Benjamin, and 3 seconds to mars not necessarily out of nostalgia but to satisfy my sadness and angst
I'm very cold and distant in public. Not because I'm trying to be rude but because of social anxietyI have traumas and issues that prevent me from easily smiling at people. Plus I have a hard time standing up for myself so engaging with a stranger even in polite conversation is high risk for me. It's sad because I'm not contributing positively to... See More »