I Write So I Won't Go MadAs I write this, I am experiencing extreme anxiety while in my cubicle. My chest aching due to high levels of cortisol. Tears filling my eyes, but not enough to flow down. “You are just being dramatic” is what I hear most of the time. “Nothing to be... See More »
Damn My EyesYou are analyzing me Hanging on to Every word Every body language Damn my eyes. You find me intriguing Curious you are You keep trying To figure me out You say something I turn away and blush "Interesting" Is what you said to me Damn my... See More »
Whatever DudeWe were best friends. Myspace, that's how far back we go. You thought you was the hot shit. I thought you was the shit. Eventually we went our seperate ways. Blocking each other we did. 10+ years goes by We link up again But things are different... See More »
My Weight Loss JourneySo, two months in and I'm 14 lbs lighter. No bread, pasta, rice, sugary drinks. I had my gall bladder removed years ago, so fatty foods were out long before this journey. I snack on trail mix and just eat salad or sautee veggies with my chicken,... See More »
People want to Mention Mental Health.. butSociety as a whole is laughable. People filled with uneducated opinions. Mental Health only addressed when a school shooting happens, but psychology theories are "soft science" so people ignore the basic psychology 101 tips that can help save... See More »
Am I just Cold-hearted?I noticed that you are perplexed. You seem to be more excited about my progress than I am. You go out of your way for me to understand how far I've come. That the hard work I've done is paying off. I am grateful. Guarded I am. From wating to... See More »
Reptile ConventionSunday, yay!! Will be going to the reptile convention. In need of a tank for my axolotl. Might get a new plant and of course a souvenir. Should definitely get pizza on my way home.
New York Comic Con!!!Super excited this year about going to NYCC. My cosplay line up, Slytherin, Sith, Cheshire, and Pikachu. Also been on my weight loss. My doctor has been very helpful in keeping me determined. Lost 10 lbs in two months! Got a photoshoot booked,... See More »
Blockers are funnyThat ego must swell big when people reply to your comment to just block you before you can read it. That's like slamming the door on yourself in the middle of a talk, but yeah.. you're like Rainman without the math skills.
Just like the commercialI see a balance of - $2,500 in my account. So will that be a refund, or credit towards next semester? It's my money, and I need it NOW!
Just an observationThe ladies here between the ages of 18-25 seem to do the most blocking when they are disagreed with. Too funny.. like I said, the trash takes itself out. Males between 20-35 seem to do poor trolling, which leads to stalking.
Trying to Understand...Trying to understand some people is like trying to smell the color 9. If you try to DM me, there is a message stating I do not like small talk. How someone seriously gets triggered by that. She started off the message asking how can we have a... See More »
Bittersweet [I Like Poems]I gave us space Thinking we had time Little did I know That last encounter Would be the most Bittersweet I gave us space Thinking we had time Little did I know The pandemic caused That last encounter To be the most Bittersweet
Pointless Melancholic [I Like Poems]Didn't I called it? Months since I've seen your face. Hearing your voice, Looking into your eyes. Don't you miss it? Those brief moments of talks. Seeking your advice. Your simple reassurance. Pointless encounters become melancholic... See More »
Just absolutely great.So not going back to campus, as I notice classes will be virtual, despite being told it will be hybrid. This summer I went without my nights out. This fall, will go without being on campus and bothering my crush. Also, I miss the mall.
Untitled Poem 1 [I Like Poems]Seeking your attention Like a little school girl Like a mischievous girl Testing your boundaries Curious to know What is the allure of this girl you crave? Like a little school girl Wanting your attention Testing your boundaries Like a... See More »
It's called a personality disorderMy emotions may seem irrational to you. Smiling one minute, next crying, followed by as if nothing happened. Countless days of feeling numb. Feelings of abandonment and self-harm. Yeah.. it's all in my head, I'll get over it, you're... See More »
People are such fun hereWhat I find more fascinating are those people that want to delete your non-offensive post on their thread because you disagreed with them, in another. Damn.. people can be such snowflakes and have deep-seeded self-esteem issues. 🤣😂
A Lost Package?As August approaches, it will be about 3 months since I placed an order for a set of limited edition Alice McGee's.. $80! These plushies were going to be incorporated into my new cosplay.. So annoyed at the moment.
Nothing new here, in terms of people.Same trolls Same people seeking to lift their ego. Same grammar nazi's So bring it on. 😂 Though.. nice to know there are those same people who are looking for a nice convo to have time fly by.
Just how I feelI look out the window and see the thunder storm.. wind blowing the trees underneath the dark skies. That's just how I feel inside. Rage. Swift light and then a BOOM! Rain drops pour down without mercy. Cold and blurry. That's just how I feel.... See More »
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