Grieving process, how long will this last?Still hurt and in shock that my beloved grandma is gone, funeral was yesterday. She was like the Dolly Parton and Mother Teresa of our family, wherever she go she brings light to them, the funeral was full. We will all miss her smile, her... (...)
Inside the Sun - We Can Grow Together Words landing like like golden seeds upon fertile ground. The storms and rains embedding them deep into the womb of my turned up earth. I feel hope there…, growing. Not like a weed, but as purple bell-vine. Wrapping itself around the roughest... (...)
Remain in the Spirit Waiting for our Lord and Savior. Psalm 27:12-14 12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes, for false witnesses rise up against me, spouting malicious accusations. 13 I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the... (...)
Take EverythingI can't believe your thinking Save everyone, inside you Take everything Fake everything Save everything About me All of you, all right Just because, I want to know Do you still come last night clear eyes pale You never got there even though you say... (...)
Time to relax and let the Zen take control Had a long day of doing some land clearing some cutting yard mowing and fence repair and now it is time to relax and let my tired bones unwind, forget all the melancholy and let everything in the mechanism clear. Sending good calming fives to... (...)
Rebuilding Trust (my title)Rebuilding Trust We tried to look back To see To understand How it all derailed Where once there was happiness Now pain A deep emptiness Longing to know why It seems to me that time Changes us Rearranges our priorities Not always for the... (...)
Anyone celebrating Samhain this year?We have a good bash for halloween every year, that's the theme this time. We've been working on the barmbrak and soul cakes so far, planning couldrons of Irish stew and pumpkin pudding, traditional Celtic and gaelic music and dances along with the... (...)
Without You - I Am Nothing but EMPTY Inside of this cracked challis, all you often saw was malice But that was never really me. Because all I ever really did, that needs to be forgived Is love you more than me. Scared to speak my truths, that would have helped you cope I was... (...)
I Offer You My Hand to Hold I think you’ve seen the worst of me Yet there you are still trying And I have seen the best of you I stand here in my pining My soul is often shadowed My mind drifts in the dark But when your hand’s inside of mine It’s light that fills my heart... (...)
What's for breakfast? (12) I woke up really early today, at 3 a. m. I started my bum life since yesterday so I just watched Netflix series and slept. To de-stress, I ordered... (...)
I really am not feeling okLast night at work was beyond stressful and it jacked my blood pressure way up and I had a panic attack. Went home with a tension headache. Woke up head still hurting and because the store didn't have one ingredient I needed I shut down. I couldn't... (...)
I must have done something to offend the coffee GodsThe coffee machine at work is down, second day in a row. Yesterday it was the bean grinder, today it's a water error. Somebody needs to die this time but there wasn't anyone around to murder at that particular moment. So I got out on the road and... (...)
Where did all the shadow people go?The rain is falling it's after dark The streets are swimming with the sharks It's the right night for the wrong company And there ain't nothing around here to look at Move along move along The neon lights on Baltimore Every shadow's getting famous... (...)
Intentionally Trying With Honest Effort Wish I had the words that made my love plain enough. Wish I weren’t so far underneath all the things that lie inside me like so much dirt. But I do have my shovel still and I’m not using it to dig my own grave the way I once did… I’ll keep... (...)
Top 5 texts on here 5. Zašto me ignoriraš? 4. Gorgeous leg, but, on a toilet? 3. You have a nice face and great body but thats it 2. hi im 18 but im short um im 2'10 tall how tall are you? 1. Meh it was worth a try edit, he wanted to make sure i add this in i guess
What is Healing to youHave you ever been at a point in life where everything stops and you need to heal. Slowly things heal in a strange and uneven pattern that makes no linear sense and you find yourself moving forward.
How long was your LDR? (8) We survived even after EP. We exchanged traditional cards, Gave each other birthday presents through our local post office. Video calls and constant... (...)
I’ve been feeling myself I’ve lost 10 pounds and I’ve been sober now for over a month. I’ve been feeling a lot better about myself. Life still sucks romantically and everything else. But I feel better.