Intentionally Trying With Honest Effort

Wish I had the words that made my love plain enough.
Wish I weren’t so far underneath all the things that lie inside me like so much dirt.

But I do have my shovel still and I’m not using it to dig my own grave the way I once did…

I’ll keep trying to uncover the best parts of me and give them to the world…,
And YOU.

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Is there even a way to say sorry without the words?
I’m not sure if anything I say or do will ever be good enough, but I do hope that it will be.
If it’s not, I’ll understand that. I won’t enjoy it as my heart breaks all over again, but I will understand it.