New sleeping pillsSo I survived my appointment lol They didn't gain up on me either. Basically the told me the pills I was taking were causing my OCD to be much worse at night so that is why I have been struggling so much with falling asleep and staying asleep. So... (...)
What God Says About YouSometimes we listen to the wrong voice. Sometimes we listen to Satan, instead of God. You are NEVER a burden to God. EVER. It’s not always easy to do, I know. I struggle with negative thoughts at times, but we need to take every negative thought... (...)
Democrats and USA riotsDear SWeeps who are saying that the Democrats are behind violence and vandalism in current riots in the USA -- please use your heads! Democrats are not in favour of Trump's agenda. Every act of violence or vandalism plays into Trump's agenda.... (...)
Sleep doctor appointmentI have an appointment with my sleep doctor and neurologist at the same time today. I'm very anxious about this. I think they are going to gang up on me lol. Didn't sleep much at all last night because of my daughter and my stomach is still... (...)
Sleep walkingI feel asleep around 130 and was woken up by hearing the alarm on Sissy's door go off. She knows to turn it off if she gets up to use the bathroom so I hurry to her room. She's just standing in the hallway. She takes a few steps forward and I take... (...)
What makes you less depressed?I find myself on a constant loop, it feels like at any time things will start to go wrong but realistically speaking I am fine for now. Just them thoughts
It's almost done! The last 2-1/2 months have been a roller coaster. Putting an inground pool and outdoor kitchen is not for the faint of heart. Watching your yard dug up and destroyed is a bit scary! But once the pool walls were put in I could finally start to see it... (...)
Kind of thinkingI'm not taking anything but you Picture us escaping In the background of the photo I see you I remember the time, I remember hearts sewn together with twine Just remember that I am still right here And if you doubt me, that's just fine And when it... (...)
Becoming myself has been difficult to say the least.I always questioned my beliefs instilled by my parents. Really indoctrinated. I didn't believe "God" did everything alone. But I saw the power of storms, the beauty of nature, the nature of wars, the fierceness of protectors, the chaos of life... (...)
His Will - The Storm That Moves MeI am but a dry leaf in the air, No wings to rise—yet I am there. A storm unseen lifts me high; Not my strength, but God’s eternal will. You may not hear the breath that flows, But trace my path—and you will know. I long to shed this weight I bear—... (...)
Calm Thursday nightToday is the only day with out any appointments. Only thing we have is Sissy's cello lessons. Work was really slow so I left early. My stomach was been hurting all day. Not a upset pain but just a pain. So I'm going home early. We're having... (...)
Have you ever made up your own word or phrase?During my teenage years, if someone was acting dumb or a fool I would call them a "wogan". No idea why or where that came from but sometimes it would be "woganator". I would also call people "mandinga" but I stole that from Ace Ventura. When I was... (...)
I love my MomI've been thinking about my Mom a lot lately. I miss seeing her everyday. I'm grateful to at least call her everyday and hear her voice. Life is precious. Forgiveness is important. Life is short forgive people and love on them.
The things men say.Lately I’ve been talking to this new dude. But I noticed when I say let’s hangout or do something he says naw I don’t want any problems. I sense another female is involved… men is this something you say to women if you’re in a toxic or messy... (...)
OMG Can We Act Like Adults? So today .. rather than stand and wait the turn to ask his questions in an appropriate manner, CA senator Alex Padilla barged into a Christie Noem press conference and beligerently approached the stage, yelling over Noem. Security responded to... (...)
The Writer Writes - DarknessThe words come, In the darkness, And from, The darkness within, A cold flame smolders, An icy spark, A reminder, Of solitude, There is no love, In his words, Or passion left, In his soul, His life, A quiet calm.
Becareful you might...You're sitting to close too the tv. Becareful you might go blind.. What are we all doing...sitting to close to the screen. I'm not blind, but I need readers lol
Starting to makes changes to her dayWe started with something small, tonight we were supposed to have s'mores but last minute I pointed out that McDonald's has a new s'mores mcfurrie. The boys got excited and I looked at Sissy and asked if she would be okay with that. She seemed a... (...)
I'm sad todayIt's mostly because one of my customers died in April and I just found out. I always get upset when death happens to someone I know, even if I wasn't very close to them. Or if I have to witness it likewhat happened with that dude last year around... (...)
Lost In Translation Duty, Honor, CountryWhen good people do nothing evil will flourish." 1933 saw the rise of Nazi Germany. Hitler's rise and the evil atrocities of World War II was a direct result of the citizens of Germany doing nothing to stop the genocide of the Nazi's regime. Today... (...)
I have a lovely MumI just had to pay an expensive vet bill. I struggle financially due to being sick and unable to work. Tonight the seal went on my cooker it has a small metal part that goes into a hole on the seal its tiny. It would not go in but I do have some... (...)
I'm muting all the God and Trump pushersThis way I won't be tempted to bash their beliefs. Hopefully there will be some nice people left. Note: The downvotes are from wicked people wanting to keep control over what I'm exposed to.
My cat is unwellI'm so worried about her and the vet fees. She has some insurance but there's always the excess to pay. Plus they only cover a certain amount per illness too. I'm actually not going to have another pet when she passes away in the future. Because it's... (...)
Do you struggle with......Body image issues....type? My parents are tall. Pop 6'5"...my momma's 5'9". My sister and I 6' even. In part, the gender influenced nature of development; I was a fully developed 6' tall woman in the sixth grade. A package for a 13 year old... (...)