I feel a little bad

My friend came again and we ate something together then she told me about her day how she met with older friends of ours and begun again somethings she's been going on and on about, how they all love me, how I should this and that.

And I told her just like any other time, how I love them too, she said they don't feel it, I said maybe they need to check their hearts. And again begun insisting and asking why I don't meet with them and why I don't just pass by and say hi.

After a few repetitions I said enough with it, stop doing this, creating this story as if I am the cold hearted and I have moved on and I find no reason why should I go back to meet with these people.

She was really pushy and implying weird little things, you know those that create gossip and false stories afterwards.

She was drunk. Yesterday I had fun joining her but today that I didn't drink, we weren't on the same page. All these people are drunks. I don't belong there. I just feel sad how the night ended.

She became kind of comparative and ironic, telling me how she hasn't been to a kung fu school and near tibet to know the things I know. She said how it must be different to live in this way that I live, to carry no guilt and to move forward.