Possible trigger. For those with trauma .....Have you ever come out of shock unable to speak and type as well as you once did ? You can write fine and think fine. You are just short with words and quiet? I hate it so much. I can't trust anyone and I can't make any friends anymore. I'm just... (...)
The Mayflower Maneuver Trump EraWith so much attention focused on Trump, DOGE, the tariffs, and the unlawful deportation of not only immigrants, but actual American citizens not much has been done to stop the insanity of Trump. These current governmental policies all have rendered... (...)
Día demasiado largoNo he tenido ganas de nada por todo el trabajo que me dan durante el día, pero ahora merezco un poco de té y series para relajarme. jajaja
Life on medicationIts no fun living a life where you need daily medication to survive/cope/handle the stresses of the day. Anyone who has to take meds on a day to day basis has my sympathy. Im on 4 different tablets each day. Sertraline 100mg (anti-depressant) ,... (...)
Beethoven's last 3 piano sonatas performed by Maurizio Pollini I've always been convinced since reading in a book about classical music that Beethoven's best music come in his late piano sonatas and late string quartets, this is I think the best rendering of the sonatas, just after Hammerklaiver which is to my... (...)
I'm calling a halt to my numbered music postsI shall be indeed listening to music while I read and have the finest films in my collection playing but to share every single thing here is neurotic and to follow a strict programme is against the spirit of things, at times i'll need something that... (...)
A poem called, "I Thought I Had More Time."I count the progression of time by each night I sleep so, so far it’s been one long day. I haven’t seen home in ages… Desperately flipping through the pages to get back to the start. I wish I could be lying next to you, dying right alongside... (...)
Driving home after work...the smell of the deli rotisserie chicken and loaf of fresh french bread is distracting me to the point I'm going to wreck or get a ticket 😵💫 I'm gonna turn into an animal
In a rare move of actual competenceThe South Carolina legislature passed a bill yesterday to consolidate three of my states SIX separate public health departments into one. DMH, DDSN, and DAODAS will be rolled into one department meaning mental health, disabilities, and addiction... (...)
Who are the Oligarchs?Democrats are on a tear throwing out accusations of a Republican Oligarchy. Do they not realize that of the top 10 billionaires in the U.S. only Musk is no longer a Democrat? So are the other 9 the Oligarchs? They have had much more power than... (...)
I wish I could turn back time🥺I wish life was on different track it seems like I ruined my life and I am ruining it from 2022 and it seems I will always have the baggage of mistakes I made I wish I could turn back time
Do you want to run away with me?We can live half wild. Grow our own food. Dance around fire. Laugh and screw while the stars spin around us. I don't fit in the "real world" and I don't want to anymore. Could you do it? Could you give up your bubble to go be free?
Unconditional loveI'm having a trauma response to losing someone again, but that doesn't make them responsible in the slightest. I know the past few years have been really hard and I couldn't come out of it the same. I don't like some of the ways I've had to get by,... (...)
My boss is evil, I need to vent.... My boss has been putting myself and another coworker in constant comparison to one another. He has made it competitive to the point their is now animosity and dislike between us. He literally places our work side by side to display . It's... (...)
I can't keep trying with people who don't try back.In some twisted way I'm addicted to unavailability. I think it goes back to my childhood and needing to earn love and approval. I still act out the insecurity, even though I don't believe in it at all, even though I know better. I've lost people... (...)
I feel like I'm living a nightmareI am currently living as a single mum. My mother has been helping me out by walking the dog 1st thing in the morning. I then do the afternoon and we alternate the evening walks, as she has been mentioning that this is really tiring her out. This... (...)
Ive never met my fatherHe probably doesnt even know i exist. I dont refer to him as 'dad' or 'father'. I refer to him as the sperm donor. Sometimes im jealous of my sister and the relationship she has with her dad. They talk , they laugh , they share things. I shouldnt... (...)
Is the US turning into a fascist country?Or at least it's government. Some observations include: - Language around invading/seizing control of Greenland - Direct/indirect undertones of threat towards Canada - Disdainful attitudes from its members regarding the UK and the EU, and a... (...)