I realise now that I need to stop expecting rewards out of surviving tough situations. The reward is resilience… so you can survive tougher situations. That’s just how life is.
@Magicianzini Lucky, yes. Only because I stepped off the path others take. My way is not what others would want. I was not blessed with an easy life. I chose not to live it.
Yes there’s rarely a gold star or medal to commemorate the trauma. The reward is typically additional challenge. If lucky there’s at least some variety.