Do you feel you are incapable of expressing genuine honest true adult romantic sexual love as you've got older?

It's a yes for me. Since my 2nd ex destroyed my self-confidence/worth/esteem during the leadup to and during the pregnancy with our daughter I'm ultra-frightened by any inkling of anything that might lead to adult sexual love, etc. again.

I'm not asexual - I still would like to know how to do it and be able to trust myself that I'm doing it 'correctly' so I can give a lucky woman the 'full experience'.

I wonder how many other adults feel totally disenfranchised about everything related to being able to express true honest genuine real adult sexual love regardless of the type of connection(s) you may have, or have had, or still want to try out as life progresses?

Curious to know your thoughts and feelings about this. I cannot talk about this in person with anyone as I don't really have friends or any kind of social circle. There are only three of me (me, myself and I) and often we don't want to talk to each other. ;-)