It’s been about a month now
Most of the time life just doesn’t seem worthwhile, and I constantly feel like I’m about to lose my cool. I’m just tired of almost everything.
ihurtmychin · 26-30, M
what have you tried
JPWhoo · 36-40, M
@ihurtmychin Not much. I feel like there’s not much I can try.
I don’t have a normal social life or very many friends, and I discovered a few months ago that that’s largely because I have autism and I’m really bad at sending and receiving social cues. I don’t feel like there’s anyone I really want to talk to that I can talk to.
I matched with someone in an open marriage on a dating app, but then I told my cousin. She panicked and blew up my phone. She said the only reason someone in an open marriage would match with me was because they wanted to kidnap me and force me to have sex with her husband. I stopped messaging the match because it seemed like there wasn’t much mutual interest between us anyway.
My job is physical, but I never exercise. I had a YMCA membership before, but I lost it probably about ten years ago because I couldn’t make myself go often enough to keep my membership for a reduced rate.
I spend a lot of time playing games on my tablet. I noticed I felt better this week when I went to the weekly trivia night at a bar, and when I watched some college basketball today with my parents.
I started therapy for autism this week, but it was just the first session. The therapist asked me a lot of questions to get to know me and suggested I try to get my stuff off the sofa. My house is really messy.
I was going to go see A Complete Unknown by myself tonight; however, it’s not showing until tomorrow, and then I have to drive at least 45 minutes to the nearest theater that’s showing it.
I don’t have a normal social life or very many friends, and I discovered a few months ago that that’s largely because I have autism and I’m really bad at sending and receiving social cues. I don’t feel like there’s anyone I really want to talk to that I can talk to.
I matched with someone in an open marriage on a dating app, but then I told my cousin. She panicked and blew up my phone. She said the only reason someone in an open marriage would match with me was because they wanted to kidnap me and force me to have sex with her husband. I stopped messaging the match because it seemed like there wasn’t much mutual interest between us anyway.
My job is physical, but I never exercise. I had a YMCA membership before, but I lost it probably about ten years ago because I couldn’t make myself go often enough to keep my membership for a reduced rate.
I spend a lot of time playing games on my tablet. I noticed I felt better this week when I went to the weekly trivia night at a bar, and when I watched some college basketball today with my parents.
I started therapy for autism this week, but it was just the first session. The therapist asked me a lot of questions to get to know me and suggested I try to get my stuff off the sofa. My house is really messy.
I was going to go see A Complete Unknown by myself tonight; however, it’s not showing until tomorrow, and then I have to drive at least 45 minutes to the nearest theater that’s showing it.
