The reason why I’m upset tonight is bc I think I’ve reached a wall. Many ppl around me are making familes

But I’m not one to be inclined to do so… this then brings up an issue of not being sure of what I want to do w my life- I haven’t known what I’ve wanted to do forever. Don’t think that uncertainty is a good environment for a child anyways!…Well it beckons me; trying to find a reason to live more. Honestly I’ve lived so well including my worst moments *knockonwood* that lately I don’t see the point anymore . Life is wonderful and I learned to appreciate so much!…But who am I, and what should I contribute to the society that surrounds me from this day forth?