The stupidest shit pulls me out of my suicidal tendencies.

Any reason is better than no reason.

I like Jean-Paul Sartre's take on the meaning of life. he basically said, the meaning of life is not some hidden truth which we must find, we must give a meaning to life and you have total freedom to decide what it is. some choose art, exploring the world, helping others, praying to some imaginary being. it also put the responsibility in your hands to choose a meaning, because if you don't give it a meaning, it has none, we give things meaning. so there is nothing wrong with a bicycle being your meaning right now and you can choose other things as you go along. you have total freedom to feel the way you want as long as you give your brain what it needs to have the energy to create meaning and passion. avoid: sugar, pasta, desserts, alcohol, any large amounts of starch and avoid thinking about your life when you are in a dark mood. go for: plenty of water, exercise, fresh air, helping people, laughing, bonding with others, hugs, balanced meals and quality foods.

rough night let’s avocuddle

The only reason I'm still alive is because I can't stand to leave my dog alone. Yeah, it's frustrating. You keep on suffering just because you don't want to disappoint. If only I put as much effort into changing things as I do in coming up with excuses

Isn't it weird how that works? All of the medication and therapy in the world can do nothing, but a little thought in the back of your head can snap you out of it.

You have that goal for a reason

It will lead to more

So its not stupid it sounds like a plan 👌

If the bike is the reason then so be it. If tonight the reason is because you need to eat that yummy pizza tomorrow so be it.

It doesn't matter what the reason is..the truth is that these small reasons are you telling yourself you don't want to die in the first place.

You're stronger than you think. Hang in there