How am i to deal?..

life was never meant to be this... This was never what i saw as I grew up... What was I born into?...
What Is this place?... Why Is there so much pain?... Where is everyone? Who at these shadows all around me?...
This... Is not what life was supposed to be... There's no getting back everything thats gone, everything I saw, belived, even things I loved...
Why must I also walk in this place aimlessly with no hand to guide me through the darkness?... I'm afraid of the dark you know...

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kartoffelkopf2 · 36-40, M

Alright, Lana Del Rey

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@kartoffelkopf2 who?..

Stefan136 · 26-30, M

Did you do something to hurt others around you at one point of your life?

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Stefan136 · 26-30, M

@Xzandra I'm sorry. I was afk. Yeah well that's why you probably feel this way. Even though people wrong us, it's never because they are aware but only because they aren't. It's not a wise decision for one to deliberately cause someone misfortune if they know better, for each of us want to strive for the best decisions ever made.

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@Stefan136 I dont know about all of that.. Most of this things I've done we're mistakes, and not everything done to me could have been a mistake...

Stefan136 · 26-30, M

@Xzandra It goes both ways. But the more mistakes you learn, the greater the chance you can learn to become a better person. I know that's how it happened to me, and I'm not better or worse than any other person out there. Each person is just different and experience things differently, but their mistakes help them learn. Try to think about why the things happened and see what you shouldn't do in the future (with them as well) to be happier.

Deadinside · 22-25, F

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5thApprentice · 31-35, M

Have a sandwich.

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Xzandra · 26-30, F

@5thApprentice ha! Good point. Though have a sandwhich doesn't at all feel like a serious reply so forgive me.
Though something like that simply was what I was expecting 1 or 2 replies of lol.
Your reply now is more interesting than most tho lol.

5thApprentice · 31-35, M

@Xzandra Nah its cool I do it all the time 😅 I kinda come off as shallow and a troll here because I give off simple and idiotic answers.

But hope you feel better and find a purpose. Its weird that its so easy to be miserable in this world and at the same time so easy to be happy. Its strange. But when I do feel a bit aimless having something good to eat helps...like a sandwich. lol

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@5thApprentice lmao interesting that our paths crossed and I saw you for more than that then.

Emotions at easy to be manipulated by the world around us.

Tbh I don't like any sandwiches besides tuna xD

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valobasa4ever · F

💡 🔦🕯️

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valobasa4ever · F

@Xzandra Do you wanna sleep over at my place ?
Dnt worry nothing sexual approach here .
Actually im not afraid of dark .
And sorry if i offend you.

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@valobasa4ever nothing sexual than that's a sweet offer lol.

valobasa4ever · F

With out consent doing anything is Crime You know . 😌

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