How am i to deal?..

life was never meant to be this... This was never what i saw as I grew up... What was I born into?...
What Is this place?... Why Is there so much pain?... Where is everyone? Who at these shadows all around me?...
This... Is not what life was supposed to be... There's no getting back everything thats gone, everything I saw, belived, even things I loved...
Why must I also walk in this place aimlessly with no hand to guide me through the darkness?... I'm afraid of the dark you know...

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5thApprentice · 31-35, M

Have a sandwich.

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@5thApprentice I should have figured this would attract trolls or people who didn't take it seriously lol..

5thApprentice · 31-35, M

@Xzandra You think Im trolling or not being serious because my advice was to have a sandwich? What did you want? Me to quote some ancient hindu scriptures or tell you some real life story that led me to see the light? lol

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@5thApprentice ha! Good point. Though have a sandwhich doesn't at all feel like a serious reply so forgive me.
Though something like that simply was what I was expecting 1 or 2 replies of lol.
Your reply now is more interesting than most tho lol.

5thApprentice · 31-35, M

@Xzandra Nah its cool I do it all the time 😅 I kinda come off as shallow and a troll here because I give off simple and idiotic answers.

But hope you feel better and find a purpose. Its weird that its so easy to be miserable in this world and at the same time so easy to be happy. Its strange. But when I do feel a bit aimless having something good to eat helps...like a sandwich. lol

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@5thApprentice lmao interesting that our paths crossed and I saw you for more than that then.

Emotions at easy to be manipulated by the world around us.

Tbh I don't like any sandwiches besides tuna xD