How am i to deal?..

life was never meant to be this... This was never what i saw as I grew up... What was I born into?...
What Is this place?... Why Is there so much pain?... Where is everyone? Who at these shadows all around me?...
This... Is not what life was supposed to be... There's no getting back everything thats gone, everything I saw, belived, even things I loved...
Why must I also walk in this place aimlessly with no hand to guide me through the darkness?... I'm afraid of the dark you know...

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Stefan136 · 26-30, M

Did you do something to hurt others around you at one point of your life?

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@Stefan136 ...yes. But only after so much bad has already happened around me and to me. Not that It makes any mistakes or anything I've done okay.

Stefan136 · 26-30, M

@Xzandra I'm sorry. I was afk. Yeah well that's why you probably feel this way. Even though people wrong us, it's never because they are aware but only because they aren't. It's not a wise decision for one to deliberately cause someone misfortune if they know better, for each of us want to strive for the best decisions ever made.

Xzandra · 26-30, F

@Stefan136 I dont know about all of that.. Most of this things I've done we're mistakes, and not everything done to me could have been a mistake...

Stefan136 · 26-30, M

@Xzandra It goes both ways. But the more mistakes you learn, the greater the chance you can learn to become a better person. I know that's how it happened to me, and I'm not better or worse than any other person out there. Each person is just different and experience things differently, but their mistakes help them learn. Try to think about why the things happened and see what you shouldn't do in the future (with them as well) to be happier.