So this is new.

Normally, at this point in the cycle, I'm feeling better, and ready to move on after an episode. Not today. I woke up this morning, still feeling like I don't deserve to be part of this family, and not willing to face my mother after what happened.

Not sure what to do with this feeling.

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Matt85 · 36-40, M

You always to us here
So glad you didn't off yourself.

WintaTheAngle · 41-45, M

This is you telling you that whatever happened cannot be allowed to happen again. We all give ourselves lessons in humility from time to time.

LordShadowfire · M

@WintaTheAngle Thanks for that. I didn't describe everything that happened last night, but if you scroll down in this same section, you'll find a general outline of the incident. What I don't mention is that I started punching the metal garage door in the hopes of splitting my knuckles open or something.

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