I'm hallucinating but im stronger now. Good memories though some were embarrasing, scary, beautiful. youtube.com/watch?v=RSdYLxC5778&list=RDRSdYLxC5778&start_radio=1I saw the constellations in 2014 and many other things. (1)
Will I ever find what I seekIs it even worth seeking. I think I'm overthinking again and making myself unhappy. Maybe it doesn't want me. Very few people seem to, so this wouldn't be unusual.
I must be garbage, I guess.I clearly have trash opinions and an evil agenda. Why else would I be losing friends like I'm speedrunning Super Mario 1?
All the days are melting togetherI'm just in bed trying to sleep thinking how did I get here so fast again?
