Is anyone else like this?

Could the problem be related to your autism???

I know that some autistic people go into overload when certain situations become too much for them... so I'm thinking that you may be trying to ignore your body's "I've had enough" signals and forcing yourself to be social for longer than you are comfortable with.

Starting out small and building up is probably a better option for you.

You're not alone on this. It's ironically natural, and might have something to do with the state of the world and humans en masse. As reality is complex, so is the individual.

I’m very antisocial, and am happiest when I am by myself. I literally hate being around other people. But I enjoy texting strangers I don’t know online.

No words need be said.
You know you did me wrong.
I know you did me wrong.
But what needs to immeadiately happen is corrective action.
If I see you trying to heal the injury so that the pain starts fading and I start feeling my strength growing and health returning?
I accept your apology and I appreciate your efforts to show me that you really care about my life and happiness.

If you do nothing?
Then I accept that you do not value me or my life.

I'm not autistic, but I have ADD and some other stuff going on, and it creates a conflict in my mind when the reality of a social gathering doesn't match my expectations. And I don't do online games, either, unless I'm already friends with the people with whom I am gaming, because I don't want to deal with some random who please buy a completely different set of personal rules, like spawn camping as a cheap way to increase kills.

Basically, I feel like people in general are kind of shitty, and the exception is the people I already know.