Is anyone else like this?

I'm anti social/ or wanna be by myself when I'm around others ,

But extremely lonely when I'm by myself,
I'm so stupid, that I'm an introvert gamer that prefers solo games too ,

And because I'm autistic, this shitty ass cycle is all I cope with when I try to change xD.

Im actually pretty lucky to have a lot of friends to talk to or message, but few that I'm super close to .

Can't wait till I can get another job so I can be bloody social again lol (had a temporary covid related job )

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LordShadowfire · 100+, M

I'm not autistic, but I have ADD and some other stuff going on, and it creates a conflict in my mind when the reality of a social gathering doesn't match my expectations. And I don't do online games, either, unless I'm already friends with the people with whom I am gaming, because I don't want to deal with some random who please buy a completely different set of personal rules, like spawn camping as a cheap way to increase kills.

Basically, I feel like people in general are kind of shitty, and the exception is the people I already know.